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tOdAY wEnt tO tWo PlaCes; xXbB'S hOuSe aNd eSpLanDAe... xXbB fInaLlY bUy oNimUshA lE.. tAKeShi sO "sHuAI" *dRoOlInG* hEhE.. i AlSo lEaRn tWo jApAneSe wOrDs.. oNi = "gUi" aNd mUshA = "wU zHe" aFtEr gOiNG tO xXbB's hOusE, I mEt kAiLiNg aNd kAizHoNg fOr dInnEr.. aS wE dUn fEeL lIke gOinG hOmE, wE heAdEd dOwN tO tHe eSpLaNdAe.. wE tOoK aLot oF pHoTos anD vIdEos.. hAhA.. *nOw wAiTiNg fOr kAIzHonG tO uPlOad aNd sEnd tHosE pIcS tO mE* cAn'T wAit lE.. mUz gO aND hUrRy hIm.. LOL... aFter tHe pHoTo tAkiNg sEssIon, wE wEnT tO lAu pA sAt tO hAvE sUpPeR.. aTe mUtTon sAtAy, dEsErTS AnD bAk kU tEh.. vErY nIcE wOr..... i fOunD oUt tHat bOth kAilIng aNd kAi zHoNg aLsO lIkE mUtTon sOuP.. =D fInAlLy fOunD pEoPle THAt aPprEcIAte mUtTon sOuP lE.. oR eLse nOboDy wAnTs tO aCcOmPany tO gO aNd eAt.. =| aLwAys teAsE mE tHat mY nOse wIlL bLeEd aFtEr eAtInG.. =(

jUz nOw mAmA aSk to mE tO cHecK iF hER lEgS aRe sWollEn.. aT fIrST i ThOuGht tHat i cAn'T diFfErenAte bUt afTeR obSerVinG fOr a wHiLe, I fOuNd tHaT oNe oF hER lEgs HAd sWolLen.. rEcEntLy sHE aLso cOmPlaIneD ThAt hEr bOdy aND leGs aChed. nOw tHinKinG bAck, I fEeL sO woRrIEd... AsK hEr tO sEe dOcTor bUt sHE dUn wAN.. hOpE tHAt it wOuLD bE nOtHing. bUt sTiLl, I cAn't heLp fEelInG WorRiEd. i'm sO aFrAid tHat it wOuLd bE cAncEr (cOS gRanDpA dIEd fRom lIvER cAncEr) oR kiDneY fAiLure....

jUz cOmE bAcK fRoM mY rElaTIvE'S hOuSe.. fIrSt TimE iN mY liFe tHat i wItNesS a tRaDitIonal Tea cEromOnY... mMm.. i tHinK iTs qUiTe fUn. LoL.. bUt i StIll dUn wAnt tO gEt mArrIEd sO sOoN lA.. cOs oNce yOu gEt mArrIed, dEn dUn hAf aNg bAos To tAke.. InsTeAd yOu hAvE tO giVe aNg BaOs.. aT mY rElaTiVe'S hOusE i'lL sAw a bOy BoY.. sO cUteeee.. haHa. i ThInK hE is aRoUnd tHrEe yeARs oLd.. wHilE hAvIng tHe tEa cErOmoNy, hE toOk a sToOl aNd tRiEd tO sIt cLoSe tO nEwLy wEds..

nOw dUn hAvE tHe mOoD tO sTudY PP.. cOS tEacHEr gOt gIvE hAndBoOk sO lIkE a Lot oF iT nO nId To sTuDy.. tOdAY cAlcUluS tEst.. sTill NoT bAd.. cAn dO dIfFeReNaTiOn.. sO hAppY... I tHoUgHt I sUrE dIe oN tHaT pArt.. hEhE.. bUt gOt oNe qUeStioN cAn aLmOst gEt fUlL mArKs, tOo bAd cAlcUlAtiOn mIstAkE.. fOrEvEr sO cArEleSs dE... mMm.. cAn'T fOr tHe tEsTs tO bE oVeR.. cOS i wAnT tO gO sInG KTV, sHoPpInG, eAt (sAsHiMi, sEouL gArdEn, pAsTA mAnIa) *dRoOlInG* aNd lOts mOrE.. hAhA.. jAsMinE aLsO sAy wAnT tO sIgN uP fOr aReObiCs.. dUnNo wHy i'M oKaY wItH it.. iF pOsIBle, sIgN uP fOR tHe mEmbErsHip fOr tHe gYm.. hAhA.. I tHinK oNe oF mY wIrEs hAs cOnNeCt wRoNglY le..

14 fEb iS tHe dAy wHicH mOsT cOupLes aRe lOokInG fOrwArd tO.. aNd oF cOuRsE tHat iNcLuDeS mE.. aLtHoUgH I hAd bEeN iNto rElAtiOnshIp fOr 4 tImEs, I oNlY gEt tO cElebRAtE V-dAy wItH mY firSt eX wHicH wAs aBouT 3 yEaRs aGo (vErY lOng lE).. sO tHaTs wHy I qUiTe "zHu zHOnG" tHiS dAy.. mAybE tO cHarLEs, iTs jUz aNotHer dAy bUt tO mE iS a GrEaT wOrlD oF dIfFeReNCe.. uNlIke nOrmAl cOuPLes wHo hAd aLrEaDy pRePared tHe gIftS lOng aGo, wE wOulD lEt tHe oThEr hAlF cHoOse hIs/ hEr gIft.. =) I fInd tHaT iT aDdS mOrE mEaNiNg tO tHe gIft.. i cHooSe a tOtE bAg ( fRom SaScA). aCtUallY I hOpe hE wOuld gIvE mE a bOuQueT of fLowErs cOs I hAd nEvEr rEciEvED iT beForE... cOmE tO tHinK oF iT, tHoUgH hiS sIzE wAs qUitE bIg, hE hAs a HeArt oF gOld .. hE tReAts eVerYoNe vErY gOoD. iN fAcT I'm tOuChEd bY tHe lItTlE tHiNgS hE hAd dOnE fOR mE lIkE aCcOmpAnyInG mE hOmE eTc... I tHiNk I aLrEaDy fOuNd tHe "pErfEcT" gUy lE.. dUn sMokE, cArInG, sEnSiTiVe, pAtiEnT, tOlErEnt eTc.. hE cAn tOleRa...

tOdAy I fEel bLuE.. fRoM eVeNiNg, I kEpT wOnDerIng iF mY sTudEnT's sIs hAs pRejUdIce aGaIneSt mE oR nOt.. sHe tOlD hEr tAt iF heR CA dId nOt gEt bAnD tWo fOr eNglIsh aNd mAtHs, tHeY wOuLd hIrE aNotHeR tUtOr. I rEmEmBeRed tHaT tHerE wAs oNcE I mArkeD a qUeSTiOn wRoNgLy, tHen hEr sIs sPotTed aND wAs qUiTe aNgRy.. sHe gEt aNgRy jUz bEcAuSe oF tHaT sInGlE mIStAke. I aDmItTeD I'm wRong.. I wAs qUiTe tIreD tHat dAy sO I gUess I oVeRlOok tHe eRrOr. aCtUalLy I wAs qUitE wOrRieD bOuT hEr pRoBlEm sUms aNd hEr cOmprEhENsIOn cLoZe. sHe aLsO mAkeS cArElEss mIstaKes iN oThEr aReAs.. sHE hAs a hArd tIme uNdeRsTaNdIng hEr pRoblEm sUmS.. I hAvE tO eXpLaIn A lOt Of tImEs bEfOre sHe gEt tHe iDea.. hAiz.......

*sOb sOb* .. nOw @ cHarleS's pLacE dOinG cAlcUluS.. mY bRaIn iS gOiNg tO eXpOldE liAo.... nOw rEgRetEd tHaT I cHoSe cAlCuLuS....... I rEaLly 'gEn mAtHs mEi yOu yUaN" (T_T) hAiz... mId sEm tEsTs aLso cOmInG le... fIrSt pApEr is cAlcUluS... kAoz.... wHy hAvE tO sChedUle oN tHe fIrsT dAy.. >. dEn nO nEeD tO cElebRatE VALENTINE'S DAY LIAO lE lO........ tO tHiNk tHaT I'Ll bE lOoKiNg fOrWarD tO tHAt Day :(

hAiz.. tOday is tHe lAsT dAy of tThe lUnaR nEw yEaR.. =| fEeLinG sOoOo tIrEd.. aFtEr sChoOl sTiLl hAvE tO tEaCh tUiTiOn.. bUt tOdAY @ PSY lEcTure, sPotEd a sHuAi gE.. hEhE.. hIs eYes qUitE bIg.. dEn his EyElAshEs aLso qUiTe lOnG.. sOmEmOre gOt dOuBle eyElIdS.. oOoOohHhH..... sO sHUaI..... LOL...

A fEw days back, sIhUi aSk mE if oNe cAn fAll in lOvE wItH tWo pErSOns @ tHe sAmE tImE. mY aNsWeR fOr tHis qUeSTiOn iS cAn aS I hAd eXpEriEncE iT bEfOrE.. bUt I'm sUrE tHeRe's oNlY onE oF tHem tHat yOu aDmiRE, NOt LikE.. sO tO cOncLudE, lOvE anD aDmIrE aRe onLy bEinG sEpErAte bY a tHiN lInE.. tHen hOw aBoUt twO-tIminG? I dEspIse pEoPle wHo tWo Timed.. tO mE tHeY aRe iNdeCsIve... tHey dO nOT kNow wHat eXacTlY tHey wAnt.. tHiS wIl rEsulTS hUrtiNg alL pArTieS.. tHeRe's oNe gUy, aSkeD mE to twO tImEd aND I'm nOt gOinG tO dO it... iF yOu hAve fOunD a pErsOn tHats sTaY trUe anD iS goOd tO yOu, wHy bOthEr tO fInd aNothEr oNe??

tOday feEliNg abit sick.. hAvIng a sOre ThRoaT aNd mY nOse iS bLocKeD.. tMoRrOw sTiLl wAn tO gO KTV.. hAhA.. Long TimE dIn gO le.. bUt nOw mE lIke nO vOicE le.. HoW tO sIng?????..... dUnNo wHy cHarLes tOdaY saY wAn tO dIscLosE oUr rElAtiOnsHip... *pUzZleD* iTs nOt LikE hIm.. If hE sAid ThAt iN tHe p@st, I wOuLd bE vErY haPpY.. bUt nOw? I aLrEaDy uSeD tO hIdiNg fRoM it mY fRieNds lE... tHoUgH sOmtImEs I gOt tHe uRgE tO tElL tHem bUt In tHe EnD, I dIn sAy aNyThinG.. bUt iF wE dIsCloSed It, eVeRyThiNg woUld Be dIffEreNt.. Jas wIlL dRifTeD aWaY fRoM uS.. bUt iF wE dIn dIscLoSeD, I hAvE tO cUm out WiTh loTs oF lIes.. i'M sO aFrAid tHat oNe dAy I wOuLd bLUrT oUt eVeryTHIng uNknOwInGlY..

tOday is the fifth dAy of the lUnar nEw yEar.. sO fAst... tEn mOre dAys, it wOulD bE oVer lE.. nO mOre aNg bAos le.. sTill haVen'T cOunT my aNg bAo mOney yEt.. *tOo lAzY tO dO iT* dUnnO got 200 bucks Or nOt.. wEnt tO waTch tHe lAst sAmUraI wIf cHaRleS.. sO nIce aNd tOucHiNg... I cRied tWo tImeS.. tHe tHeAter wAs qUite cOld.. luCkiLy bRouGht mY jAcKet aLong.. bUt dIn uSE cOs gOt cHarlEs "wEn rUaN bAI" JaCket.. hEhE.. *sO wArm, cOmfOrtAblE aNd sWeEt* lOl.. In tHe pAst, I aLways tHinK tHat sAmuRaIs aRe stUpId.. bUt Now, I rEally aDmIRe tHeM fOr tHeiR cOuRagE... tHey rAtheR dIe wHen tHey Did nOt cOmPletE tHeiR mIssIon oR TaSk.. tO tHEm, iTS aN HonOur.. "zHeN dE hAo pEi fU tA mEn wOr"... vAlEntIne'S dAy cOminG le.. dUnNo wAn to Buy aNytHing fOr hIm or not.. If I bUy, I oSo dUnNo wAT tO bUy.. aNy sUggEsTioNs???? tHerE's aLso a cLass gAthEring On tHat dAy.. mMm.. kAiling tOld mE nOt tO gO cOS tAt dAy cHaRleS dErE oSo gOt gAthErIng.. sHe aLso sCold mE tAt...

xIn nIaN gUaI lE!!! tOday is the fIrst day of lUnar nEw yEaR.. cAme back from Chinatown not long ago.. wOw.. there were alot of people... tHis year is much more special than the previous years cos this year, tHere's celebration in Chinatown and some of the roads are closed.. ThEre's also fire crackers and fireworks... tHE fiReworks was really really bEauTiFul.....

hOOrAy!!! tOday is finally the eve of the cHinEse nEw yEar.. mY pimPle is now much better =) , except there's a bit redness.. tOnight I'm gOiNg tO mY cOusin's hOusE fOr rEunIon dinnEr.. =D YaO mIng will alsO bringing his Hannah along... hMph... sPeaking of his Hannah, reminds me of my pineapple tarts... *sOb* hE gave mY pIneapple tArts to her... it is so obvious that the pInEaPplE tArts aRe meant for the family... aNd he gIve it her... sTuPiD!!!

mY bloodly pimple still dun wan to go away.. >. Two more days to cHinese nEw yEar.. dUnno why this year feel so excited.. hehe.. maybe, this year more special than previous years... cOs this year reunion dinner is going to be @ my cousin's house.. *gLeE* mOre people, mOre "re nao" hEhE... *lOoKiNg 4wArD tO iT*

cHinese nEw yEaR is juz round the corner.. *gLeE* sO hAppy... wEnt shopping with esther yesterday.. mY legs nearly broke.. We walked the whole stretch of Orchard Road.. "Shou huo" still not bad.. Two tops and a bottom(skirt).. But I still not really satisfied... hAhA... I saw two Polker dot tees.. I LIKE it soooooooooo much, some more still in pink colour >. .. but no money to buy le.. So cute.. I wear le sure look cuter.. hEhE.... rEcently, dunno why popped out four pimples.. *sOb* >. bUt only two look more obvious.. bUt... I can't tahan them... Now dunno can eat my fave pineapple tarts >. ..

*sOb*... All my friends are taking the NAPFA test... I dun haf the confidence that I can pass... So if I'm taking now, I'm juz wasting my energy on it.. I might as well use this energy for my shopping... Till now, I still dunno that whether it is compulsory to take... *sOb sOb*

hEe hEe.. Finally can put background music le... Soooooooooo happy.. lalalala......

yEsterday I taught my first lesson... Mmm.. not bad.. Its a girl.. Intially I only had to teach her on two days. But her mum requested to ask me to teach her one more day and one more subject, which means 3 days per week.. Now it is even harder to squeeze out time for leisure... mMmm... The only thing I feel guilty about is, I can't buy food for charles as frequently as last time... But I think he understand lo... Got to end here le cos have to go out le...

tHe first week of school is coming to an end le... Life in school is no longer the same as last semester... I find that it is getting more stressful... Though I only have three core subjects & one CDS, I still have communication skills which is project based.. Speaking of Comm Skills, reminds me of the tutor.. She's like a clone from Mrs Ang... Looks sooooo alike.. Except for her eyes.. Not as big & " laser like " as Mrs Ang.. The first impression that she gave me was, *shit* cannot sleep in class liao.. But overall, she still not bad.. Taking two Maths seems to be the hardest thing to do in the world... Feel kind of stressed... Have to cope with school and tuition (by the way I'm teaching a primary three student)... Now my life seems to consists of work and school.. During the weekweds, I also have to help papa... I know you will be thinking that I should give up helping my papa but I can't do it. Cos mama is not free and still have to look after my play...

A new year has come... Have to make new year resoultions... But I'm those type who never keep their resolutions.. When you make, you tend to break.. So what is the purpose for making new year resoultions =P.. As long as you're happy and live to it fullest, who gives a damn about those silly resoultions.. Gone shopping with my cousins on the first day of the new year.. Actually went to Rafflescity to see how Yao Ming was doing... Saw his hannah.. Indeed she looks much more older than him.. GST increased by 1% again.. hAiz... Last year increased, this year also increased.. Economy so bad, still want to increase.. But also no choice.. Increased le, still have to buy things... Yesterday "shou huo" still not bad.. Bought a bag from Bugis street (@ last, I got new bag for school re-open.. LoL..), a sequin tee from ebase (*glee* dere having 60% discount storwide) and also not forgetting my tUrN leFt tuRn rIgHt vcd (Takeshi rUleZz).. *gRinNing fRm eAr tO eaR* aFter shoopi...