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yoga. i believe this word sounds familar. just a word of caution, dun ever think of taking up yoga courses. though it gives you a peaceful mind and a tone body, there's also other things beneath that one is being exposed to. if you observed carfully, most of the yoga moves look alot like worshipping some sort of god (which are actually demons) and the demon would just enter your body unknowingly. i was told by him that he actually witness a girl who had practiced yoga before starts to throw hereself on the floor & glide like a snake when the pastor wanted to cast the demon out. sounds unbelievable but thats the truth. its up to you if they want to believe it or not.
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facial treatment milk facial treatment essence i'm going to get one of the above when my bonus comes. you can call me vain or whatever.. i only believe in constant care for skin rather using tons of make-up which gives you a false front. by the end of the day, make-up still need to be removed and what would reflected on the mirror is your true self without make-up. but there's a fact that i can't deny is make-up can really sharpens one's features. a little will make wonders but those who constantly "fed their skins with TONS make-up" will look like a monster. *no offense* i'm simply a big fan of SK II *chuckles* one step closer to obtain my license. after much battling, i finally made up my mind to get my PDL. i know that i'm plain lazy or perhaps i'm just too afraid. i'm slow and i could not overcome the fear that i'm operating a machine with me sitting inside and will get into an accident anytime due to my carelessness.. i know i sound
guess i went missing for almost 3 weeks... not much happenings. more of usual routines. wake up early in the morning. go to work. knock off. go home. no life.. kind of having mixed emotions. most of us have enter into the phase of life. what would life be like after hitting 20? guys have to go on their mission; serving our "beloved" country. gals will continue to either work or study. how boring it is... in 2 years time, guys will be more mature & macho? gals will be more witty and beautiful? and me, will i be the same as before, working in samudera? no one knows their future. even the happenings for tomorrow. some may view tomorrow a brand new day with surprises while others may view it another boring day. whatever it is, we are here on a mission. each individual has their own mission and it is up to them to discover themselves. as for me, i'm still searching it..
i'm left with less than 8 months. should i just give my last shot so that i can get my driving license? i have no motivation. i NEED someone to motivate ME!!! i'm a girl with no goals. no confidence. nothing. guess i'll go get my PDL next sat.. >.<
i can sense that the pressure is coming. its going to be tough. am i able to breathe? will i be handle them? stats. reporting. 2 problematic ports. i dun understand why my supervisor gave me karachi instead of calcutta. karachi seems to be much more difficult than calcutta. i have already so much work on hand.. sometimes, on and off i still need to update schedules and the network list though these can finish within 15 mins. i know my colleagues will be there for me when i need help. but i could not always depend on them. everyone seems to be positive about me. i hate to disappoint them. should i just be confident about myself that i can handle everything well? are they stretching my potential?