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"Do not worry abt tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry abt its own things. Sufficient for the day is its own" -Matthew 6:34 this is the 3rd time i seen this msg whenever i'm downcast. it always come at the right time - washing away my worries. i got this msg from the Daily Bread subscribed to my mail. usually, i just fast read msg of the day though its already short. but today's topic was Simplfy ( http://odb.org/2011/05/24/simplify/ ) which caught my attention. as i was reading the bible verse, i couldn't help but to tell myself "this is simply too real". as i read on the short passage, i could already drew the answers for the questions i had posed to myself. 1. focus only on what is in front of you. 2. recognising that the challenges of life can be overwhelming & suffocating . 3. worrying doesn't accomplish anything positive; it just adds to the sense we are drowning in the troubles we faced. 4. we must take things as they come - one day at a time
i have been having dreams of grandma every now & then ever since she passed on. the dreams are always so real. diff settings but always with the same ending. HJP asked if i had not put the episode behind me. well, i couldn't say i did not. but on the other hand, it doesn't mean i had not accept the fact. guess the issue was i just chucked the whole episode into a "box" containing unhappiness. this is what i always do when encounter unpleasant incidents in life. in simple terms, i surpress my emotions. hence, i could be very indifferent on situations. これが私です。
while i was on the way to amk last evening after work, my colleague & i were talking our sec sch days. for that moment, i kinda of missed those days. but i never thought of paying a visit. cos the old building was no longer there. 没有feel 了. 想当年。。。 sec 1 那年 my class was the one & only consisting chinese. wearing PE attire with sch uniform & stood under the hot sun during assembly. i was in the afternoon session then. and our uniform is super thicker than under schools. wondered how did i survived back then. PE lessons of 50 min were a torture. 1st rule: do not stop during the run no matter how breathless or tired you are. 2nd rule: dun ever run behind the teacher, cos you will be awarded with push ups ltr. 3rd rule: ans qns loud & clear (ma chiam miltary training) 1st hands on cooking during home economics lesson. from then on, i fell in love with cooking & nutrition. hence, that was the reason i chose food & nutrition during sec 3 streaming. sec 2 的时候 我的初恋. we e
work sucks. 6 words to describe - 无奈。无言以对. (my fave pharse for these days) esp sian whenever E.T is not around. i miss you! can't wait for you to be back. now checking out wedding banquets/ car rental/ hse. dun ask me the details cos he hvn't proposed yet (then 我research these for what). and he still request me to remind to try out rings in jun. 是不是欠骂。真没有心咯。 i told shu fang i'm lazy to hold banquet. cos 要做就要做的最好。不然就别做。 可是我很懒leh.. so many preparations to do. i also want to sleep late on my actual wedding day. i'm not "pang dang" on auspicious hour. 如果注定会散，在好的auspicious hour 也没用。 ok enough of my crap.. back to research.
两菜一汤 ytd was mama's day and decided to whip up a meal for her. honestly, she had requested once on one of her burfdays some years back. but was too lazy to do marketing early in the morning. so this was my 1st time ever to cook a complete meal. luckily i had my "training" since young when i had to settle my own lunch in sec days & taking care of my sis. and not forgeting i could easily rem the steps of preparing indivdual dishes :) 有时也要有一点天分。(自夸 heee。。) p/s: 照片看起来 so so.. 但色相味聚全喔！(又自夸了) 菜单： 排骨焖海参 炒苞菜 白萝卜汤 according to mama, i'm offically "graduate". so HJP won't need to eat takeaway in future :D
have been growing mushrooms for the last 2 days. so i had sucessfully grown shitake, enoki, porto bello mushrooms.. LOL.. ok crap aside. some serious stuff (ma chiam very serious -.-) i had fully utilise the time to master my art of nua~ing. so now it has now reach another level. muahahaha finished my TW itinerary *pat on my back* (though i'm only gg in oct). reason being to start early cos i know my 2nd half of the year will be busy. conclusion, i still hate reading chinese characters esp from webbies.. its all 密密麻麻. did pilates & fell asleep on the mat thereafter. how jiat liat can i be! have been watching some videos on the opposition the last 2 days. how i wished my area was under Aljunied or Marine Parade. it looks a lot more fun there. did not expect i also need to vote this time round. and also to my very much surprise, i was under the amk GRC. previously was Aljunied. they re-cut the pie again. it always happen every five years. seriously, if AMK wins this time round, t