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spend 240 bucks on sat for a new specs. my degree has gone up again. i dunno by how much and i dun wan to remember. all i know that each of my eye is a 1000 degree. sometimes my friends & dear would ask me if i could see if i took out my specs. sometimes it make me sounded like i'm blind. i know they are concern about me but i can't help but to read their sentences in greater depth. mum asked me why i would not want to went for laser treatment. well, the first thing that come into my mind was money issue. i have this concept of "no money no talk". secondly, i wouldn't have the courage to try... if my degree increase again on the next consultation, perhaps i will consider laser treatment. **going blind soon....
i'm tired.. simply too tired.. should i just give up?
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torn between the two... Genting Highlands Cameron Highlands *need a break from this bustling city
i lost my ring. haiz.. well, i'm not really anxious about the lost ring cos the point was i could not recall where i had misplaced it. how absent minded can i be! if it could not be recovered, there's nothing i could do. i guess my temper wasn't good last night. dear started his preaching again. it came at the wrong time. i wasn't in the mood to neither listen nor absorb. i'm sorry to say that i still could not give up my beauty sleep for going to church. i will be in a really bad shape once i deprieved of sleep.. you can call me a pig. but a cute pig =P lolx.. i know you will ask me to sleep early. but it does not mean i can do so easily. my timing has been always between 1am - 3am. it was until i start work, i shifted to 11pm. to me it was a breakthrough.. i'm sorry that i sounded sort of pissed off. it was not intentional.
i need some retail therapy to unwind myself!!... this past two weeks had been really busy.. reports, reports & reports!!! in fact i have been busy preparing the financial budget for 2006 & at the same time i also need to do my monthly and weekly reports.. i'm so busy that i neglected my vessels.. i could not advice customer service when they ask if they should accept certain bookings.. on the other hand, i should say a BIG thank you to my colleague; simon. if he did not come out with the formula for the rounding up the numbers into integers, i would be still manually changing all the numbers with decimals into integers.. phew... i should considered myself blessed. a good working environment with helpful colleagues. i have been making careless & stupid mistakes ever since i started working.. i was really on verge of breaking down whenever i questioned myself why would i allow to make such mistakes. nevertheless, none of colleagues blamed me, especially my supervisor &