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sweet mail to end 2010! he's such a darling! looking back 2010... personal the most challenging task was completing japanese course which i thought that i could not make it. took up pilates but gave up halfway. BUT, i still do learn from online videos once a while. still learning to love my enemy. cos understanding comes from love. you might believe that you need to understand another to love them. the truth is you need to love them to understand them. work i had offically took over the lead in black sea/emed region. apart from the encouragments/thank you emails recieved, i also had my fair share of scoldings from them. really nasty that made you de-moralised.. BUT, i have to perserve so that i could gain their trust & support. still learning the ropes to be a better negotiator. resolution for 2011 1. complete jap converation courses 2. JLPT 3. slimmer me to prepare for 2012 4. bridging commuication with the country PMs

was clearing some of the stuff last night & realised i had so much beauty pdts which are yet to open. most of them are for the face. heavy but good investment! empty all the masks to put them in a shoe box to save space. no more beauty pdts spree at least for the next half a year (i guess). cos i have everything extra. from sunblock to moisturiser. i love the smell of the cherry soap bar from joanne. can't bear to use it though. cos i can't find it SIN. me with curls again (pardon me for the sleepy eyes). no worries. i'm not perming my hair again. decided to get a curler which i'm now waiting for it to arrive (xmas dift from HJP). i borrowed eva's to experiment it 1st. HJP said i look diff in curls. yah.. just like how i look diff in specs. 0.0 waiting it to be longer so that i can do the natural wavy style.

i just realised the last post was on 4 dec & now is near end 2010. time to review for the year & setting new resolutions. somehow, i did not sense much joy in this dec. much thoughts filled my mind which hard to penned down here one by one. to summarise, 2011 seems so uncertain. new expectations/ challenges/ changes. on the other hand, i'm really glad & thankful that both xx & i managed to scrape thru this year exams.. it was really a "phew". for the 1st time, i'm not keen to know how i fare. 2 more years of regular course before i completed the whole program (if nothing goes wrong). but decided to take a year break. of cos, i'll not lost touch cos had conversation & JLPT courses are in the pipe line. and not to forget, my usual dose of jdramas. mama's bday falls in Dec too. a treat at Ding Tai Fung. sharing a few pics my 2 faves - 虾仁 fried rice & 红烧beef noodle fatty miu's $10 bcm which i teased her for days and not forgetting the

an encouragment mail to end friday :) i still have another one from Romaina on the same day :) such encourgment mails do help to spur me on. sometimes we do not need to cc bosses in every mail sent. people who appreciate your gesture will surely find their way to the boss. your good name will still reaches their ears. likewise for terrible things which you had done. last wk, i had mustered all my courage to ask for a con-call with the person i fear most. and it ended well! i could feel the our relationship had improved since then. i hope 1 day, i would be confident enough to pay a visit personally :)