feeling so lethargic right now.. *yawnz* ... finished studying my materials managment except on some calculations.. still left with transportation and LOME.. sianz.. i wondered did any of the E Logistics went into my head when i was studying.. later had to study again while helping papa...
wondered why hannah could not tag me.. =/ at first i thought there's something wrong with my tagboard but kailing can tag me lehz.. *puzzled*
The House Of Flying Daggers is now in theaters.. but i could not watch.. *sob sob* all because of the mid-sem tests.. gonna watch immediately after my mid-sem.. i had been waiting the show to be screened for a long time.. bleahz... takeshi kaneshiro rulez!!!!!
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yesterday went to watch Brotherhood wif jas.. intially dun feel like watching cos dun like those movies on wars.. but heard from ziyan that it was not bad so decided to watch.. well, almost 3/4 of the show is on fighting the war.. its quite bloody as whenever a bomb hit on them, they will lost either one arm or leg.. i can't imagine that s'pore going to war..
bro also getting a new phone.. haiz.. i'm still stuck with my S200.. but, i still in love with it.. haha..
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this is the phone that bro is aiming for.. nice? i still dun like the look.. looks like a PDA to me.. haha..
jas ask for my opinion if she should join sijia's group.. mmm... i actually dunno how to answer her. cos if she joins, we can't bear to be apart from her.. but still there's a risk of being seperated as my group consists of 6 people.. so many things happened during the past two weeks.. all about the confusion in forming the FYP group.. feel so sad .. i thought we can play and work at the same time..
* change my background music.. its Knockin On Heaven's Door by Youme.. one of the songs in Windstuck.. hope you enjoy it..
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haiz.. there's quite a number of things happening around me.. where should i begin???
1. hannah & yao ming
i think i shouldn't interfere with their things anymore.. cos there's no way i know what yao ming is thinking.. living with with him for the past 17 years and yet i dunno what his mind is actually thinking.. am i a failure???? huiyi & i always said that if he continue to keep everything to himself, he might become a psycho one day.. he's very lucky. cos hannah's aunt, bro and mum like him a lot.. treat him as their own family..
as for hannah, she had to move on.. yep i noe it is the most difficult to do after a relationship fails.. for me i also find it hard to do.. it took me around 1 year to forget my ex..
2. kailing
dunno wat happen to her.. guess most probably had a fight with her mum again.. haiz...
3. zhenquan
heard that he is going for a backbone operation.. mmm.. what should i say.. he ask me whether i would visit him,
juz back from my bro's concert.. actually its not really his concert, he juz from the alumni.. went with hannah.. not really regret going.. i like the piece - under the sea. it was lively.. haha.. i begin to fall in love with classical & band music.. lOl.. i find that music without lyrics are becoming more and more appealing to me..
i guess i'm feeling much better now.. so i changed my background music.. its Doraemon instrumental.. its first part begins with cello.. if i am given a chance to try out an instrument, i would choose cello.. to me, it reflects a woman's elegance when platying it. but from what i heard from my bro, it is not easy to muster. your fingers will bleed and by the time you had muster it, the tip of the fingers will become rough. but still i would like to give a try.. hehe..
still feeling blue today.. the colour of the text and the background music describes what i currently feel now.. feel like an outcast.. outcast... bb said that i think too much but things weren't longer the same anymore.. i HATE this semester.. i HATE poly.. am i at fault? is it because of my personality? i'm a quiet person. i'm not a happy-go-lucky person as what many people percieved. whenever i dun feel like talking, i just sat beside them to listen to their conversation.. they seemed to be in their own world and i just sat there admiring them. since young, i had been very "gu pi".. kept everything to myself.. when i couldn't take it any longer, i just cry out.. its the best way to let out my frustrations.. i wish i could................
din feel like going to school this morning.. but in the end, i still drag myself out of the bed.. bb is on mc today & tomorrow.. i was like "hah".. what am i going to do??.. his leg was in pain.. actually it is not that bb was on mc and therefore i din want to go.. it's because i feel out of place..
in school..
to my surprise, only sebrina & i turn up for e-log lecture.. i was like "how"??... din feel really comfortable. so messaged sihui to accompany to eat lunch.. to my relief she said ok..
quality management meeting was cancelled as we found there's nothing much to do.. so dropped by at bb's house to see how his leg was.. luckily my mood was getting much better by then.. cos i dun wan him to worry about me..
saw that guy again.. today he came and buy satay again.. so surprised.. he looks so cute in specs.. ^-^ before he ordered, there's a gal ordering.. when it was his turn, he asked me if i needed to note it down cos he thought that i would forgot.. haha.. i had been "satay mei" for so long liao.. therefore i can remember abt 2 to 3 orders.. some more "zhe zhong xiao case nan bu dao wo".. LoL.. dunno when can i see him again.. =
i guess hannah had started to pick up the pieces.. looking what she had gone through reminded me on those days when everything in my life went wrong.. i was amazed i'm able to straighten her thoughts.. cos some of the words i told her were abit harsh.. i tried my best to help her. dun dare to mention her name in front of ym.. hoping the anger inside him would subside as time goes by... what would be ending be? patched? going seperate ways? its up to them to decide.. all i want is hannah able to get on with her life no matter what happens... life is precious
feel a bit sad today.. i hate the way jas and the others pushed me to charles.. at least sihui din do it.. i HATE that feeling.. simply HATE that feeling (T.T) is this the price that i had to we had to pay after we disclosed our relationship? IT SIMPLY UNFAIR!!!!.. now jas came to me when she need me to do something.. we had drifted apart.. or should i say we never been close before? close as in we din tell each other troubles..
watch Windstruck with sihui today.. haha.. the ending was the least expected.. those who watch it may think that it was the part 1 of My Sassy girl.. nevertheless it was touching as well as comical. it did nt have any plot.. but still able to link..
saw Richard Clayderman and a mixture of Pachelbel and Bach classical CD.. got a sudden urge to buy them.. haha.. aiyoh.. all my bro's fault la.. first influence me with his band music and then those classical.. now i'm in LOVE with them!!..
try the OP crop pants.. i wear S.. LOL.. i think the cutting is not really the same as other pants. M look lose on me.. i GOTTA get them!!!!..
read hannah's blog.. poor thing.. wat exactly happened to her & ym????!!!! i still can't figure out.. or should i stay out of their affairs?? is their relationship really over??? hannah wanted to salvage this relationship. but on the hand, ym still not sure wat he really wans.. or he wans to end this relationship and yet dun have the heart to tell her the truth. afraid that he would hurt her even more?
finally finished my birthday celebrations but haven't collect all my presents.. haha.. left bb and my poly mates.. i dunno wat i want!!! so many things to choose from.. mmm.. lets see wats on my list..
1. OP crop pants ($49)
2. Gio jeans ($49)
3. a pair of slip-ons
4. bag (i haven't brought my sch bag!!!)
i saw a PSBB(projectshop) bag but costs 60 plus.. i'm still in consideration cos its not really worth it as it cost so much because of the brand.. i only could choose 2 out 4.. what should i get? can anyone "ti dian wo"?
btw i wished to say a BIG THANK YOU to all my friends and my bb.. you gave me an unforgetable birthday..
P.S bb thanks for the flowers though i only like forget-me-nots, you brought the whole bouquet for me..
not feeling good today. perhaps last few days, i turned in late. yesterday had a 2/5 BBQ at Downtown East.. i couldn't recognise jason ng from far.. he changed alot.. as for the others, its still the same.. though we only din meet up for about 2-3 years, it seemed to be be like 5 years.. din take much photos though.. but took about 3 using crystal's handphone.. dunno when she will sent it to me.. stay there until 2 then go home.. luckily kwok mern "lon bang" esther & me.. if not we have to take cab home.. the midnight charges are so ex.. haha..
btw i passed my FTT.. should i be happy? i seemed to be feeling nothing.. i also change my background music.. Vincent by Don Mclean.. i'm sure most of you din heard before cos this song was very long time ago.. if you're from deyi sec 2/5'99, i'm sure you will find it familiar as it brings back our sec sch days memories.... i miss SEC 2/5...
i had two advanced celebrations with KZ & Kl + my poly friends..
1 Jul
i celebrated with KZ & Kl. we went to cafe cartel to have our dinner.. after that, we shop for a while for my present.. i saw the piglet in pyjamas.. i had been finding for a long time.. actually bb suppose to buy for me, but Kl & KZ bought and gave me as my birthday present.. Kl said that i seemed to be never grow up.. still hugging stuffed toys especially pigs.. LoL.. they are cute ma.. saw JS twice that day.. on the bus & PS. so qiao.. thot that i would get to see him on 3 JUl.. anyway we were shocked when we saw each other on the bus.. jas still said that he was not bad looking in a loud voice -.-" we had a hard time to decide where to go as we did not wan to stay at PS.. neither of us would wan to go home early.. luckily, KZ suggest to going to the airport.. it has been a long time since i last went.. it was quiet and we went to viewing room.. dunno why there were mixed feelings wh
my burfday is on 6 jul and i'm starting my celebration for today... LoL.. a bit crazy hoh.. feel so fortuante.. today celebrating with KZ & Kl.. tomorrow would be celebrating with my poly mates.. den wed would be with my best friends.. esther & dionne + yanting.. but it os gonna be very tired for me.. there's also a bbq on this sat.. actually it is a class gathering.. looking forward to it.. cos it has been a long time that i seen them.. feeling so disappointed that johan din go..