still feeling blue today.. the colour of the text and the background music describes what i currently feel now.. feel like an outcast.. outcast... bb said that i think too much but things weren't longer the same anymore.. i HATE this semester.. i HATE poly.. am i at fault? is it because of my personality? i'm a quiet person. i'm not a happy-go-lucky person as what many people percieved. whenever i dun feel like talking, i just sat beside them to listen to their conversation.. they seemed to be in their own world and i just sat there admiring them. since young, i had been very "gu pi".. kept everything to myself.. when i couldn't take it any longer, i just cry out.. its the best way to let out my frustrations.. i wish i could................
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