still feeling blue today.. the colour of the text and the background music describes what i currently feel now.. feel like an outcast.. outcast... bb said that i think too much but things weren't longer the same anymore.. i HATE this semester.. i HATE poly.. am i at fault? is it because of my personality? i'm a quiet person. i'm not a happy-go-lucky person as what many people percieved. whenever i dun feel like talking, i just sat beside them to listen to their conversation.. they seemed to be in their own world and i just sat there admiring them. since young, i had been very "gu pi".. kept everything to myself.. when i couldn't take it any longer, i just cry out.. its the best way to let out my frustrations.. i wish i could................
13 Jun (departing for KL)
i had been looking forward to this day.. finally it came. we departed at about 11.45pm.. later i found out that my cousins had to take the last seats which most people hated.. so my bro & i sacrificed. we took the backs seats too.. for me, the ride was not really bumpy.. but i had a hard time falling a sleep.. cos my "auntie" came to visit me & i could not anyhow move about.. i think i slept for less than 3 hours..
14 Jun
we arrived at KL at 5am+. had ba ku teh for breakfast.. it was so weird.. eating something that was oily early in the morning. afraid that it could not digest.. after breakfast, we headed to a temple.. when we reached there, it was still closed & had to wait for it. i got a lot from there.. but dunno whether it was a good one or a bad one..
it says :
Patience - Key to Success
The famed ancient Chinese sage Chiang was still patiently angling for fish at the age of 80 before he was invited to administer th...
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