still feeling blue today.. the colour of the text and the background music describes what i currently feel now.. feel like an outcast.. outcast... bb said that i think too much but things weren't longer the same anymore.. i HATE this semester.. i HATE poly.. am i at fault? is it because of my personality? i'm a quiet person. i'm not a happy-go-lucky person as what many people percieved. whenever i dun feel like talking, i just sat beside them to listen to their conversation.. they seemed to be in their own world and i just sat there admiring them. since young, i had been very "gu pi".. kept everything to myself.. when i couldn't take it any longer, i just cry out.. its the best way to let out my frustrations.. i wish i could................
What is the difference between dating and courtship?... Are they similar? I have been cracking my brains over this question for a long time.. But I can be very sure that they are the best times before a relationship starts. A guy can do what the girl wants.. For example, if the girl suddenly crave for a certain food, the guy would go all out to buy it for her. But when the guy won the girl's heart, things will be the other way round. In my case, calling and smsing seems to be my job.. He won't call me unless there's something urgent or he wanted to remind me about something. Smsing? In the past, we at least still SMS each other once in a day, asking how each other is doing or if we had eaten. Now? I give up smsing him.. As time pass, the number of times we SMS to each other drops almost to zero.. Enough of that.. I'm sure one day I'll find the answers.
Juz came back from my shopping. Feel a little "bu gan yuan". Cos didn't buy anything... Actually, I...
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