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this week wasn't a good week.. i'm neglected by him... due to his dissertation subbmisson by end month & his new job at singtel which gave him lots of pressure.. i tried my best to endure and amuse myself. well, it did not get any better but worse. anyway, i'm feeling much more better. finally, i accepted the changes. at least i had the chance to voice up my displeasure. fyi, i'm not under her =) going to move out from the room (my current seating). i'm going to miss out the fun with jenny, simon & lay hoon T.T its not going to be cosy anymore the place i'm moving to, is full of dangers. i dunno who are the baddies... perhaps all or it just a handful.. haiz... had a so-called farewell lunch with jenny, simon, lay hoon & may. Had Korean food @ amara hotel. 2 thumbs up. bbq squid. cannot see the squid but lots of veggies. i like the seaweed soup the side dishes. love the greens tossed in their special made mayo sauce grilled scallops. also had the kor

work 5 days just to look forward to 2 weekends. to be exact, it should be 1 cos by sun, you will be too sian to do anything for all you know that the next day you will have to slog for another 5 days again. and it will continue for another 30 years... what a meaningless life.....

Choice In life, there are a lot of choices offered to us. when we are in pri sch with limited pocket money, we had to choose what should we had for recess. a bowl of noodle soup + soft drink or 1 plate of chicky rice without any drink? in sec sch, we are given a choice to choose the subjects we liked. after O's, we had to choose poly or jc. if we opt for poly, which are the courses that we are eligible. and now, i had to choose to leave or stay. well, in fact i had already made my choice. i chose to stay due to certain reasons. but as days go by, i started to feel uncertain about my choice. every morning, i drag myself to work. it feels terrible. going to work, seeing those faces that irks me (@ least things are not so bad for the time being), putting up a false front etc.. the future down the road seemed to be so unsure. it gave me a feeling that i'm travelling in a car with heavy rain pouring outside, whenever the screen wiper wipes the windscreen, the vision gets better. but

today went for a body + facial massage. but in the end, i only get to have face massage due to auntie had came knocking on my door a few days ago... anyway, the consultant used those high tech scanning machine to see the condition of my skin... to be honest, i dun quite like this cos i do not want to know that my skin condition is not as good as everybody thought... well, here goes the analysis of my skin: it is rather dehyrated. freckles can be seen underneath my skin (T.T) i was pretty sad.. when the consultant told me this, i was thinking that jenny would feel comforted that i had a lot freckles but yet to be appeared.. dear's skin was rather bad.. cos he had some fine lines & starting to lose its elasticity.. i was telling him that, i had lots of diamonds (healthy looking skin should look more like shape of a diamond) and yet he had none.. lolx... since most of my time are spent in air conditioned areas, i will make an effort put on moisturizer & do a face mask once a w

got this from dorothy perkins. 56 bucks.. heart pain !!!!!!!!! but nice hoh =P

went to watch dragon tiger gate (direct translation -.-") on sun. 2 thumbs up.. love donnie yen's muscles & his fighting scenes.. highly recomended