now talking to raul.. felt sad for him.. he sort of being cheated by a girl.. this caused him to repeat two years.. he's the same age as me.. is it the gal's or his fault? i dunno.. but one thing for sure, the gal shouldn't lead him on.. giving him false hopes.. and raul? he is toooooooooooo "chi qing" and silly.. chi qing in a way that, he did everything what the gal wants.. silly in a way that he should know that gal was leading him on and should not patched back with her in the first place... poor thing.. hope that he could find a gal that will cherish him..
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floral embroidered sandal
fruity slipplers
got these 2 @ Acceessorize website.. i like the floral embroidered sandal.. but dunno whether s'pore has it or not.. i'm still searching for the bags i like.. actually i saw 2 in the jun seventeen mag.. pg 117, no 5 & 9. i oso like 1 top featured in jul teens. its @ the page getthatlook.. the printed cotton tee..
juz finishing watching my sassy girl. this is the 4th time i'm watching.. you muz be wondering why i keep watching the movie.. 1st- this show brings me back memories. 2nd- it has my fave Pachelbel Canon in D.. LOL..
1 jul marks the end of two years. he promised me that he would come back to look for me.. when he made this promise, i brushed it off.. to me, it was impossible for us to meet 2 years later cos he was unfamiliar with s'pore & we din even contact each other for the past 23 months.. he can even lost his way in AMK central.. (@_@) another thing, i had no wish to see him.. he broke my heart. he made me to lose confidence in guys. heartless and selfish.. it was bb who picked up those pieces for me.. bb thanks.. you had done a lot of things to make me believe in guys & relationships.. *muacks*
if i really get to meet him, i would tell him without him, how good my life was ..
feeling soooo tired.. haiz.. i still have not think how am i going to celebrate my birthday. i also dunno what i want for my present.. all i noe i need 2 bags.. sling & a shoulder.. juz now saw the bag that sebrina carry.. like it very much.. cost 61 bucks. kailing say it would be a waste that i carry it.. cos i am more suitable to carry those "gu niang" bags.. my heart break when she said that (T_T)
today stay @ home.. feeling so tired.. tomorrow my lesson starts at 9am.. oh sh!t i think i will be late.. fancy waking up so early to get squash by those working adults..
change my background to Marriage D' Amour by Richard Clayderman.. dunnno why recently cultivate a strong liking for classical music.. perhaps classical music has the capability to calm our nerves..
today is the last day of hols.. i tink i'm not going to have any long holidays till next year (T_T). time has pass so quickly.. tml would be the start of year 3. soon i'll be flipping over the newpapers to see any jobs available for me.. seriously, working in logistics firms never come cross my mind before.. i told mama if they aren't any jobs i like, i'll be a SKII promoter or work in the Fullerton hotel.. haha.. mama says if i really become a SKII promoter, i'll be wasting her money all these years. below is my time table. you can refer to it to see which days i'm more free..
mon - 10am to 3pm
tue - 9am to 4pm
wed - 11am to 1pm
thurs - 9am to 12pm
fri - 10am to 5pm
feeling so tired, hungry and vexed right now.. early in the morning went to somerset with huiyi to get my phone fixed.. she told me something and yet i couldn't tell anyone.. though it does not have anything to do with me, but i dun wan to see the person getting hurt (T_T) ..
saw two long skirts @ pepper plus.. pink & black.. like both very much.. but no money to buy >.< should i hint my friends to get them for me? but on the hand i want the project shop bag.. =|
13 Jun (departing for KL)
i had been looking forward to this day.. finally it came. we departed at about 11.45pm.. later i found out that my cousins had to take the last seats which most people hated.. so my bro & i sacrificed. we took the backs seats too.. for me, the ride was not really bumpy.. but i had a hard time falling a sleep.. cos my "auntie" came to visit me & i could not anyhow move about.. i think i slept for less than 3 hours..
14 Jun
we arrived at KL at 5am+. had ba ku teh for breakfast.. it was so weird.. eating something that was oily early in the morning. afraid that it could not digest.. after breakfast, we headed to a temple.. when we reached there, it was still closed & had to wait for it. i got a lot from there.. but dunno whether it was a good one or a bad one..
it says :
Patience - Key to Success
The famed ancient Chinese sage Chiang was still patiently angling for fish at the age of 80 before he was invited to administer th
one more day to go.. i would be in KL shopping with my cousins.. mmm.. let me think wat i want..
1. jeans
2. shorts
3. tops
4. slippers? (the slippers frm m'sia as they are nice & much more cheaper than s'pore)
5. bags? (dunno.. see if there's any that will attract my attention..)
i also need to buy things for kailing & kaizhong.. *headache* cos i'm afraid that kailing might not like the earrings i bought for her. as for kaizhong, he said that he wanted a tee.. shit.. scarlli buy wrong size.. den too big for him.. as for bb.. *** big big headache*** dunno wat to buy... hope tat can find something nice like something related to comic.. but somehow got a feeling that it would be quite ex.. anyway i had to buy these 3 people's presents.. there's no way i can run away from it..
yesterday read through my first diary which contained most of my sec sch memories. after reading, i had this feeling - i miss him. yep i missed him. missed the times which we spent together.
i regreted that i was being so childish and insensitive. pehaps is my possesiveness that led to the breakup, though it started out as a misunderstanding between the two of us, feelings between us soon developed.
after breaking up, we lost contact . we seldom see each other in school as he repeated sec 3 while i moved on to sec 4. that marks a new begining for the both of us.
two yearsd later, we met on IRC. it was unti last friday, i saw him at a bus-stop. i dunno why i couldn't muster up my courage to say hi. perhaps i was afraid that we might feel awkward. i think chatting online would be the best communication between the two of us...
today went amk with jas, dionne and kailing to cut hair .. it is not ex and the girl was very cautious when cutting our hair .. i cut my fringe and curl my hair .. jas kept teasing the way i looked (T_T) actually i think it wasen't that bad.. in fact i look kawaii.. LOL... i intend to let my hair grow for a few more months before i go for a curl..
after that we went to J8 to grab a bite.. i saw a bag at the project shop which cost around 60 bucks.. quite big.. suitable for bringing to school as i like to bring big bags to sch.. *hint hint* i told jas that i want that for my birthday present.. actually it is not really expensive for them as there are also many others sharing the present ma..
hai.. i still had not recovered from my flu.. it has been three days le.. sometimes the nose would be running like hell, while sometime, it stuck like hell!!!! and of course my voice had become more sexy.. LOL.. it also soften a lot..
went to watch the day after tomorrow with jas, bb and the others.. not a bad show.. in fact it was maverllous!!! it is on the earth facing disasters and man can't even do a single thing to prevent it.. so sad.. will the earth face these disasterS one day?