．．．私の声．．．

i know i should post something on my 23rd birthday.. but i'm a little lazy plus there there were some photos that are not in which i badly want to post. overall, there's some sweet little surprises here & there =) since the long post on my birthday is yet to be done, a short summary as below: - no of celebrations: 3 - no of cakes cut: 4 - no of pressies: din count ok.. done with the summary.. so side track abit.. an overdue photo.. these 3 dvds were bought by my colleague when she went to china. 1 SGD per piece!!! [of course its pirated] quality: 棒! better than vcd quality. some more its taken in during the movie. so there's nothing impossible for china when it comes to imitation =x the japan fair is everywhere now. bought this @ BHG which looks like brownie. found rum & raisin while going thru the ingredients list. so it isn't pure choco which i usually just chuck it back to the shelf. but i find it hard to resist the packaging. plus food from japan can't b

花ざかりの君たちへ after dragging for 3 wks, i finally finished 花ざかりの君たちへ i dun think there's a need for a synopsis as its already very popular. did not watched the taiwan version though. but i believed the jap version is better. found it a little draggy but i do still have the patience to finish it without fast forwarding to the last episode =p some scenes seemed unrealistic but its good to step out of the reality to enjoy this drama =) somehow i missed school after finished watching it. no matter how different each individual is, they would stay united if anything happens. mmm.. i'm still not sure what's next on my list.. perhaps ごくせん III or のだめ かンタビェ ...

今日は私の誕生日です。

had a sudden urge to blog before hitting the bed. one more day to 23. i no longer feel the happiness that i used to had when my bday draws nearer. instead my heart feels heavy each year. is not because i'm one year older. i felt that its time for me to face the reality. i know i should hv done that long ago. but i just refused. the world seems to be cruel. i used to think why ppl cry so hard when they lost their loved ones in dramas. and now i finally understand. cos they are no longer with us. for that instance, you can feel the emptiness. for the past few months i had heard deaths of friend's/ parent's friends loved ones. i empathised them. cos once gone, it will be gone. though there will be memories, but memories will fade as time goes by. death is just like love which often comes uninvited.