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sometimes........ i feel useless. i can't do anything when my friends are upset. i only lend them a listening ear. i know NUTS about consoling. ya its already good that i'm able to lend a listening ear, but i think thats not enough. sometimes i do tell them to look on the bright side as things were not as bad as they thought. BUT i was unable to tell them the TRUTH & WHAT I THINK ! i was held back whenever i want to say. hannah. though she & i wasn't best friends, she was once my didi ex. i feel really bad when that stupid didi of mine treats her like shit! sometimes i wonder what is inside his brain? he seems to be ignorant.. he has inherited that bad temper & personality of my dad.. but can't he a little more sensitive. HEY BRO! I HOPE YOU'RE READING THIS! ITS NOT THAT HANNAH DUN WAN TO ACCEPT THE GUY. ACCEPTING THE GUY WAS EASY. BUT ACCEPTING HIM INTO HER HEART WAS NOT EASY. I CAN TELL YOU THAT THERE ARE MANY OTHER ELIGBLE GUYS OUT THERE FOR H

caught New Police Story early this morming.. *yawnz* verdict: 6.5/10 the first part was a bit draggy. thumbs up for Daniel Wu(for being so COOL)& Nicholas Tse (for being so resourceful). Cast: Nicholas Tse, Charlie Yeung, Charlene Choi, Daniel Wu, AND of course Jackie Chan! Special performances: Wu Bai(last 5 mins), Dave Wong

ah... actually my com din spoil -.-" i think its because of the RAM.. mine only 128 MB and still have to support so much progammes.. tml my cousin is coming to upgrade it.. hope everything will be fine. *pray* didi said maybe had to change the mama board.. now i'm "saving" most of my mp3s especially my different versions of Canon In D and Jeff Chang's songs.. lazy to download.. hahaha.. he also asked me to fork out money to buy new speakers while he pay for the mama board.. no money!! had to go to bank to dig out some....

sad. disappointed. why am i always so careless?... instead of getting a B for my QM, my carelessness had resulted me in getting a C+. yeah i know i shouldn't ponder on it anymore.. but i just can't help it! sometimes i wonder no matter how careful i am, i still make mistakes (careless). i brushed off when everytime mama said that i'm careless... blur. careless. toot. S L O W. = ME!!

today skip my last LOME tutorial. it is such a boring subject! i din managed to know i score for my QM paper. was it a good or bad? well, i wanted to know how much i fared by making that stupid mistake which cost me to lose lots of marks.. currently i only knew that my transportation coursework was C. bb got C+. i felt so indignant! i knew it was because of my tradenet lab test. maybe you all can say that i like to win others (hao sheng xin qiang) ..

FUCK UP!!! I HATE MATERIALS MANAGEMENT!

arh..... feeling SO FULL .. my stomach gonna explode.. all because of bb's fault. ask him to tell his mama that i won't eating too much for dinner.. in the end, i had to eat 1 and 1/2 bowl of rice.. -.- his mum's cooking taste great.. btw, i had cut my hair.. cut by who? his mum.. can't believe it.. i was really pressured.. but its not bad.. cut away quite alot.. made my head feel much more lighter.

I'M SO DISAPOINTED WITH MYSELF !

arh... feeling so happy =D. juz got back from the Jeff Chang & Sky Wu concert. one word to describe the whole concert. FANTASTIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Jeff was sOOoOOOOoooOOo handsome.. haha.. there's one part where Sky & Jeff play Canon In D with another 2 children. One of them had starred in the Channel U drama; "Tian Mi Feng Bao". Sky & Jeff played the piano and violin respectively.. wHooo.. i guess the concert was a sucess as Sky Wu able to make the crowd "high".. jeff tried some fast songs & dancing, its quite comical.. i still prefer his "Qing Ge Wang Zi" image.. hehehe..

01. Your Name? Koh Hui Zi Irene 02. Does your name has a meaning? of course. hui = virtuous. zi = colourful.. i suppose. irene = goddess of peace. (its true! i hate arguments) 03. Where are you now? my bro room 04. Fave color? Black. White. Pink. Light Yellow. Light Blue. 05. Fave food? haha.. anything that tastes good in my mouth =P 06. Fave drink? Ice Lemon Tea 07. Fave snack? anything that do with choco 08. Fave musician? Johann Pachelbel. S.E.N.S 09. Fave Song? Canon In D [Orchestra version]. Marriage D'amour. Ballade pour Adeline etc (do they consider as songs?) 10. Fave sport? none. 11. Fave subject? Food & Nutrition [I took in sec sch] I have a great love of food. therefore hope to learn more abt it 12 . Red meat or white meat? both 13. Pizza or Donuts? Pizza 14. Laptop or Desktop? Laptop. But lazy to carry.. *bleahz* 15. Movies or Computers? both 16. Shakespeare or Harry Potter? None. But hope o

i miss those times; secondary school days be it sec 1, 2, 3 or sec 4 i just miss them all my first debate with my crush my first role play my first fight with my ex my first punishment as a class my first time singing a song as a whole class on a teacher's audition ..... and going gaga over japanese dramas and takeshi kaneshiro be it good or bad times its unforgetable laughter and scoldings were heard tears and joy were being seen going thru thick and thin as a class where's our innocence? where's our naiveness? its gone gone as the time passed all of us had grown matured all of us have went seperate ways pursue our own dreams things won't be the same anymore nevertheless, the times we spent will always embedded in my heart

i'm going to start my revision tomorrow. believe it or not.. i dun wan my result slip to reflect any Ds... i was throughly disappointed with my mid-sem results. i guess i din study enough.. so its time for me to BUCK UP!

went down to orchard this afternoon. saw quite a number of things.. shoes. bags. CD. etc.. OMG.. when can i get enough of those things... sad to say the answer is i won't get enough of those!!!!.. haha.. i think i'm mad le.. lol.. saw a pair of charles & keith slip-ons.. its soooooooooooooooooo nice.. fell in love when i first laid my eyes on it.. haha.. zhenquan wanted to buy it for me.. but of course i refused. why should i accept for no reason.. lalala.. honestly i like it very much leh.. can anyone buy for me?.. not only i saw the slip-ons, i also like a pair of pumps from prettyfit.. went to find the S.E.N.S CD.. costs $19+.. but can bought it from chinatown at $14.90.. i like the bag that sebrina carry today.. i had been finding for a long long time.. cost $28.. now no money, cannot buy (T_T)