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i have been gettting mood swings every now and then. i wonder if it is because of my "auntie" yep.. she finally came after behaving " abnormally" for the past 1 month. was it a good sign? the good thing is i can save the money from visiting a doctor. bad effects? women should know. cramps. breakouts. mood swings. change in appetite. sounds scary.. another factor contributing to my moodiness is dear.. dun get me wrong.. he did not do anything to upset me.. but he's going to hong kong this coming fri.. can't bear him to leave... >.<> but on the other hand, i'm feeling happy.. hahahaha.. bro got a pink ipod mini.. i'm surprised that he chose pink (though he also like pink but not as much as me) cos he said that blue is also quite nice. i felt so comforted when he said since i like pink, so he got the pink one.. * sooooooooo comforted * going to pay him back by installments.. i'm also saving up to get D500C. hopefully i can get it within ha
why am i feeling out of place? why am i feeling upset? why am i feeling moody? why am i ...... can someone just give blow my brains?
planning for this coming weekend 1. hit the pool (going to do away those stupid abdominal fats) 2. going church with dear (still considering) 3. Laze at home i guess should be enough especially when comes to hitting the pool.. i will definately tire myself and will have an early bedtime (dear would happy abt it) there goes my weekends......
when my pay day comes, i'm going to indulge myself in ` kbox ` cafe cartel ` sashimi buffet ` shopping spreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
sometimes others say i'm slow (be it feelings or learning).. i just laugh it off. not taking that into heart. but the fact is i'm born to be slow. but i'm more fortunate than the disabled. *so contridicting right* yet, sometimes i couldn't help feeling upset that i have to learn things so much slower than the others.. mummy said: "though you are slow, you're hardworking and willing to learn". somehow it cheer me up slightly. i understand that one will learn more through mistakes. but i hate that feeling. why can't i be more smarter??? why can't i be more like my bro??
i'm going to take over my mentor next month.. less than 2 weeks to go *breaking out in cold sweat* but thats the main part of my job. doing statistics. boring and stressful. colleagues are pretty friendly and helpful. *i should feel comforted* what i like about my job: - able to attend formal meetings which my friends are unable to particpate - makes feel that i'm one of the top managment (i know i'm an assistant).. hahahaha
have a sudden urge.. sudden urge of? i dunno.. maybe... i miss my pri sch mates i miss my sec sch mates those golden memories has already embedded in my heart our innocenence our blurness our playfulness being naive being ignorant if only i could travel back and retrieve those golden memories ...
no life. no life. no life. no life. *miss the carefree life *miss my shopping *miss my beauty sleep *miss my KTV sessions *miss hugging my piggy *miss my swimming (though i dun swim often) i simply miss everything.....
i finally have my dosage of hot choco .. *slurp*
God has been very good to me even though i am a non-believer. i had my internship at the airport which really makes a certain impact on my whole resume.. every interviewer will definately ask the same question during an interview: "oh so you had your internship at the airport. what did you do there?" and now i'm working in samudra which is a shipping company. though it is not as reputable compared to DHL or Fedex, it is a listed company in singapore and most of the jobs are related to logistics. Praise God
today is my first day of work. i alight at the wrong bus stop.. *arbish* i was hopping that i would get into either import or export departments. yet end up in doing trade statistics -.-" STATISTICS. thats the last thing i want to do.. till now, i dun have any idea why they hired me.... i had told them frankly that i HATE maths.. OMG!!! another issue that i am worrying about is the using of ms excel.. of all applications, i am the weakest in SAP and ms excel.. i was relieved that i had nothing to do with SAP but EXCEL *speechless* i am also worried that i could not be able to absorb what i have learnt. i am a slow learner... thats the reason why i always said that i wanted to be a housewife. this is because i know how to cook and tidy up the house... there's not much things for me to learn if i want to be a housewife =P