i have been gettting mood swings every now and then. i wonder if it is because of my "auntie" yep.. she finally came after behaving " abnormally" for the past 1 month. was it a good sign? the good thing is i can save the money from visiting a doctor. bad effects? women should know. cramps. breakouts. mood swings. change in appetite. sounds scary..

another factor contributing to my moodiness is dear.. dun get me wrong.. he did not do anything to upset me.. but he's going to hong kong this coming fri.. can't bear him to leave... >.<>

but on the other hand, i'm feeling happy.. hahahaha.. bro got a pink ipod mini.. i'm surprised that he chose pink (though he also like pink but not as much as me) cos he said that blue is also quite nice. i felt so comforted when he said since i like pink, so he got the pink one.. * sooooooooo comforted * going to pay him back by installments.. i'm also saving up to get D500C. hopefully i can get it within half a year.. if anyone wants to give it to me as my birthday present, you're most welcome.. hahahahaha.. (i know all of you will tell me to stop dreaming)

am i a contridicting & weird human? feeling happy and sad @ the same time