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tOdAY wEnt tO tWo PlaCes; xXbB'S hOuSe aNd eSpLanDAe... xXbB fInaLlY bUy oNimUshA lE.. tAKeShi sO "sHuAI" *dRoOlInG* hEhE.. i AlSo lEaRn tWo jApAneSe wOrDs.. oNi = "gUi" aNd mUshA = "wU zHe" aFtEr gOiNG tO xXbB's hOusE, I mEt kAiLiNg aNd kAizHoNg fOr dInnEr.. aS wE dUn fEeL lIke gOinG hOmE, wE heAdEd dOwN tO tHe eSpLaNdAe.. wE tOoK aLot oF pHoTos anD vIdEos.. hAhA.. *nOw wAiTiNg fOr kAIzHonG tO uPlOad aNd sEnd tHosE pIcS tO mE* cAn'T wAit lE.. mUz gO aND hUrRy hIm.. LOL... aFter tHe pHoTo tAkiNg sEssIon, wE wEnT tO lAu pA sAt tO hAvE sUpPeR.. aTe mUtTon sAtAy, dEsErTS AnD bAk kU tEh.. vErY nIcE wOr..... i fOunD oUt tHat bOth kAilIng aNd kAi zHoNg aLsO lIkE mUtTon sOuP.. =D fInAlLy fOunD pEoPle THAt aPprEcIAte mUtTon sOuP lE.. oR eLse nOboDy wAnTs tO aCcOmPany tO gO aNd eAt.. =| aLwAys teAsE mE tHat mY nOse wIlL bLeEd aFtEr eAtInG.. =(

jUz nOw mAmA aSk to mE tO cHecK iF hER lEgS aRe sWollEn.. aT fIrST i ThOuGht tHat i cAn'T diFfErenAte bUt afTeR obSerVinG fOr a wHiLe, I fOuNd tHaT oNe oF hER lEgs HAd sWolLen.. rEcEntLy sHE aLso cOmPlaIneD ThAt hEr bOdy aND leGs aChed. nOw tHinKinG bAck, I fEeL sO woRrIEd... AsK hEr tO sEe dOcTor bUt sHE dUn wAN.. hOpE tHAt it wOuLD bE nOtHing. bUt sTiLl, I cAn't heLp fEelInG WorRiEd. i'm sO aFrAid tHat it wOuLd bE cAncEr (cOS gRanDpA dIEd fRom lIvER cAncEr) oR kiDneY fAiLure....

jUz cOmE bAcK fRoM mY rElaTIvE'S hOuSe.. fIrSt TimE iN mY liFe tHat i wItNesS a tRaDitIonal Tea cEromOnY... mMm.. i tHinK iTs qUiTe fUn. LoL.. bUt i StIll dUn wAnt tO gEt mArrIEd sO sOoN lA.. cOs oNce yOu gEt mArrIed, dEn dUn hAf aNg bAos To tAke.. InsTeAd yOu hAvE tO giVe aNg BaOs.. aT mY rElaTiVe'S hOusE i'lL sAw a bOy BoY.. sO cUteeee.. haHa. i ThInK hE is aRoUnd tHrEe yeARs oLd.. wHilE hAvIng tHe tEa cErOmoNy, hE toOk a sToOl aNd tRiEd tO sIt cLoSe tO nEwLy wEds..

nOw dUn hAvE tHe mOoD tO sTudY PP.. cOS tEacHEr gOt gIvE hAndBoOk sO lIkE a Lot oF iT nO nId To sTuDy.. tOdAY cAlcUluS tEst.. sTill NoT bAd.. cAn dO dIfFeReNaTiOn.. sO hAppY... I tHoUgHt I sUrE dIe oN tHaT pArt.. hEhE.. bUt gOt oNe qUeStioN cAn aLmOst gEt fUlL mArKs, tOo bAd cAlcUlAtiOn mIstAkE.. fOrEvEr sO cArEleSs dE... mMm.. cAn'T fOr tHe tEsTs tO bE oVeR.. cOS i wAnT tO gO sInG KTV, sHoPpInG, eAt (sAsHiMi, sEouL gArdEn, pAsTA mAnIa) *dRoOlInG* aNd lOts mOrE.. hAhA.. jAsMinE aLsO sAy wAnT tO sIgN uP fOr aReObiCs.. dUnNo wHy i'M oKaY wItH it.. iF pOsIBle, sIgN uP fOR tHe mEmbErsHip fOr tHe gYm.. hAhA.. I tHinK oNe oF mY wIrEs hAs cOnNeCt wRoNglY le..

14 fEb iS tHe dAy wHicH mOsT cOupLes aRe lOokInG fOrwArd tO.. aNd oF cOuRsE tHat iNcLuDeS mE.. aLtHoUgH I hAd bEeN iNto rElAtiOnshIp fOr 4 tImEs, I oNlY gEt tO cElebRAtE V-dAy wItH mY firSt eX wHicH wAs aBouT 3 yEaRs aGo (vErY lOng lE).. sO tHaTs wHy I qUiTe "zHu zHOnG" tHiS dAy.. mAybE tO cHarLEs, iTs jUz aNotHer dAy bUt tO mE iS a GrEaT wOrlD oF dIfFeReNCe.. uNlIke nOrmAl cOuPLes wHo hAd aLrEaDy pRePared tHe gIftS lOng aGo, wE wOulD lEt tHe oThEr hAlF cHoOse hIs/ hEr gIft.. =) I fInd tHaT iT aDdS mOrE mEaNiNg tO tHe gIft.. i cHooSe a tOtE bAg ( fRom SaScA). aCtUallY I hOpe hE wOuld gIvE mE a bOuQueT of fLowErs cOs I hAd nEvEr rEciEvED iT beForE... cOmE tO tHinK oF iT, tHoUgH hiS sIzE wAs qUitE bIg, hE hAs a HeArt oF gOld .. hE tReAts eVerYoNe vErY gOoD. iN fAcT I'm tOuChEd bY tHe lItTlE tHiNgS hE hAd dOnE fOR mE lIkE aCcOmpAnyInG mE hOmE eTc... I tHiNk I aLrEaDy fOuNd tHe "pErfEcT" gUy lE.. dUn sMokE, cArInG, sEnSiTiVe, pAtiEnT, tOlErEnt eTc.. hE cAn tOleRa

tOdAy I fEel bLuE.. fRoM eVeNiNg, I kEpT wOnDerIng iF mY sTudEnT's sIs hAs pRejUdIce aGaIneSt mE oR nOt.. sHe tOlD hEr tAt iF heR CA dId nOt gEt bAnD tWo fOr eNglIsh aNd mAtHs, tHeY wOuLd hIrE aNotHeR tUtOr. I rEmEmBeRed tHaT tHerE wAs oNcE I mArkeD a qUeSTiOn wRoNgLy, tHen hEr sIs sPotTed aND wAs qUiTe aNgRy.. sHe gEt aNgRy jUz bEcAuSe oF tHaT sInGlE mIStAke. I aDmItTeD I'm wRong.. I wAs qUiTe tIreD tHat dAy sO I gUess I oVeRlOok tHe eRrOr. aCtUalLy I wAs qUitE wOrRieD bOuT hEr pRoBlEm sUms aNd hEr cOmprEhENsIOn cLoZe. sHe aLsO mAkeS cArElEss mIstaKes iN oThEr aReAs.. sHE hAs a hArd tIme uNdeRsTaNdIng hEr pRoblEm sUmS.. I hAvE tO eXpLaIn A lOt Of tImEs bEfOre sHe gEt tHe iDea.. hAiz.......

*sOb sOb* .. nOw @ cHarleS's pLacE dOinG cAlcUluS.. mY bRaIn iS gOiNg tO eXpOldE liAo.... nOw rEgRetEd tHaT I cHoSe cAlCuLuS....... I rEaLly 'gEn mAtHs mEi yOu yUaN" (T_T) hAiz... mId sEm tEsTs aLso cOmInG le... fIrSt pApEr is cAlcUluS... kAoz.... wHy hAvE tO sChedUle oN tHe fIrsT dAy.. >.< dEn nO nEeD tO cElebRatE VALENTINE'S DAY LIAO lE lO........ tO tHiNk tHaT I'Ll bE lOoKiNg fOrWarD tO tHAt Day :(

hAiz.. tOday is tHe lAsT dAy of tThe lUnaR nEw yEaR.. =| fEeLinG sOoOo tIrEd.. aFtEr sChoOl sTiLl hAvE tO tEaCh tUiTiOn.. bUt tOdAY @ PSY lEcTure, sPotEd a sHuAi gE.. hEhE.. hIs eYes qUitE bIg.. dEn his EyElAshEs aLso qUiTe lOnG.. sOmEmOre gOt dOuBle eyElIdS.. oOoOohHhH..... sO sHUaI..... LOL...

A fEw days back, sIhUi aSk mE if oNe cAn fAll in lOvE wItH tWo pErSOns @ tHe sAmE tImE. mY aNsWeR fOr tHis qUeSTiOn iS cAn aS I hAd eXpEriEncE iT bEfOrE.. bUt I'm sUrE tHeRe's oNlY onE oF tHem tHat yOu aDmiRE, NOt LikE.. sO tO cOncLudE, lOvE anD aDmIrE aRe onLy bEinG sEpErAte bY a tHiN lInE.. tHen hOw aBoUt twO-tIminG? I dEspIse pEoPle wHo tWo Timed.. tO mE tHeY aRe iNdeCsIve... tHey dO nOT kNow wHat eXacTlY tHey wAnt.. tHiS wIl rEsulTS hUrtiNg alL pArTieS.. tHeRe's oNe gUy, aSkeD mE to twO tImEd aND I'm nOt gOinG tO dO it... iF yOu hAve fOunD a pErsOn tHats sTaY trUe anD iS goOd tO yOu, wHy bOthEr tO fInd aNothEr oNe??