i'm green with envy. how i wish that i could also recieved flowers how i wish i could get that green monster out of me argh...
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just to help all of you from going brain dead on what to get for me for my birthday, i have prepare a list. hehe.. ` ballet suede from xodus ` anna sui - secert wish ` SK II signs treatment ` shoulder bag ` pink blazer from iora ` puffed sleeved belted blazer from topshop ` precious moments umberella ` levis ladies cut jeans (launched long ago; dunno if they still have it) ` samsung D500C
i'm sooo bored. bored to death. butt going to crack. eyes going to pop out. /\/\/\/\________ - heart stop beating. brain dead can anyone suggest how should i celebrate my birthday? everyone seems to be much more excited than me. 19 going to 20. sob.. sob.. hitting the big 2 does not excites me at all..
understanding and patient are the traits that you want to find in your partner. sounds simple yet its not. i know i'm not up to your standard. or perhaps we are not right for each other. everytime you disappoint me, i tried my very best to hide my disappointments. emotions and sensitivity make up the majority of me. i'm not as good as all of you think. `angelic `adorable `patient `tolerant `understanding `nice `loving in fact i have a very bad temper and ignorant. once provoke, thats the end. nasty words from me will pierce right into your heart. you are patient, understanding, tolerant etc - traits which every girl wants in their partner. i should feel fornatuate to have you. this also means you will have a hard time being with me.
yawnz.. woke up @ 9.55am. it was so unlike of me to wake up at this timing.. i should be snugging under my blanket instead.. the reason for waking up early is to attend church service.. you're not dreaming, nor you have stumbled into the wrong website. this is indeed mine=irene's blog . i know it may sounds bizzare that a lazy bum would actually woke up so early; scacrificing her beauty sleep to go somewhere which she may not interested. lucky, i did not dozed off during the service. after the service, there was a stall outside the church raising funds. they were selling earings. i fell in love with one of those dangling ones. 30 bucks per pair. i almost wanted to buy but i did not have much cash with me.. dear offer to buy for me but i rejected. seriously, i really like them.. they were soooooooooooo prettyyyyyyyyy... dear if you're reading this, pls take note of the below paragraph. ` as much as i wanted those earrings, i also want you to have some money for yourself. it
dear has returned from his HKG vacation. by right i should feel happy. yet i feel so lost and upset. i always believe that God has been always fair to everyone and every human on earth has certain missions to accomplish. i wonder what is my mission. in the past, i have been always making my life difficult.. many times, i rather choose the hard way even though i have the option to choose the easy way out. and now for this job, i dunno if i should continue(its not very much related to logistics) . i accepted this job as i think God wanted me to do so. sometimes i wonder perhaps He wanted to prepare me for "something". yet at times, i couldn't help but envy peixi and wanting. they get to do something that is so much related to our course of study. i admit my work is far more challenging than them. besides doing statistics, i have to monitor Ho Chi Minh ports. i get to attend meetings which most of my friends hardly have this opportunity. should i feel much more fortunate? i