today marks the end of Q1. usually, on every past qtr, i tend to ask myself "what i had achieved in the qtr". many times, i do not find answer. due to my job nature, i have to react 2-3 wks ahead. hence, time passed so quickly before i know its gone. ytd i asked 新老板 what was the answer of the pending question during the last year performance review. actually, i'm expecting an answer like "we are still looking into it" (this sentence gives me a feeling of being chuck aside). anyhow, the answer was still pending from the top mgt. i had honestly told him, my inital plan was to stay for 2 years. but due to the change of jobscope every year. i stayed. but foresee from now till then, it will be a standstill. express my interest to work in the logistics department. something diff. i could never relate what i learnt in sch to my current job. only by looking at the warehouses. anyway, the answer will be revealed 3 wks later.
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* hse renovations (ID or contractor?). forever can't make up our minds decided on ID. now meeting & accessing before finalising. hopefully reno can start in apr. also shortlist the big items that required to buy. * finalise bridesmaid list. already have 3. was thinking if i need more. settled. sis agree to help. * appt with bridal shop to choose the which theme i wanted for my PS. yet done. suppose to be under HJP to-do list. * wedding shoes. have to be comfortable/cheap/ not so bling bling. i wanted to wear my birkenstock leh.. got it from Anna Nucci (as below). Not the usual height for heels. but since i'll be wearing the whole day, comfort is the most impt factor. maybe i need to get another pair for 旗袍. * classical music CD for banquet. found 2 classical wedding compilation from That CD Shop. still thinking which 1 should i buy. * finalise theme colour so that my bridesmaids could get their dresses early. not done. another he
Shortly after the whole course, i started to settle the urgent pending stuff. the research process can drive me crazy. having a seperate day for church wedding = $$$. was wondering was it worth it or not. additionally, i need to arrange for photographer & MUA. the bridal shop just called saying that additional cost ($80) for cleaning cos of the i'll be wearing the gown twice.. lucky already settled photographer/ VG ( happy eyes photography ) & 15 dec MUA ( candy tiong ). initally wanted to use the same MUA on my AD, but the charges is damn ex. luckily, i did my research long time back. now pending: - hse renovations (ID or contractor?). forever can't make up our minds - finalise bridesmaid list. already have 3. was thinking if i need more. - appt with bridal shop to choose the which theme i wanted for my PS. - wedding shoes. have to be comfortable/cheap/ not so bling bling. i wanted to wear my birkenstock leh.. - classical music CD for banquet - finalise
The HAEP i attended was drawn to a closure after 9 months. very mixed feelings throughout this period. many times, i was wondering what on earth i got myself stuck in this program when i had my daily job to do. the 3 wks in YMCA (1 wk per module) is enough to speed up my aging process by x100. mentally & physically drained. i have to admit it,i dread even at the point of checking into YMCA in the last module. questioning myself again, what on earth am i doing this. will i ever get a promotion aft this program (which many have asked). what transformation could i really see in myself?? however, it was later that i realised, i had a fantastic group in my project. no matter, how demanding the sponser of the project was, our group is always on the ball & sync to get the results. in fact, out of the 4 groups, my group was the most fortunate. during the wk, we only required to sharpen our ppt whereas others are still stuck in the research process. we are the earliest group to hit th