Choice In life, there are a lot of choices offered to us. when we are in pri sch with limited pocket money, we had to choose what should we had for recess. a bowl of noodle soup + soft drink or 1 plate of chicky rice without any drink? in sec sch, we are given a choice to choose the subjects we liked. after O's, we had to choose poly or jc. if we opt for poly, which are the courses that we are eligible. and now, i had to choose to leave or stay. well, in fact i had already made my choice. i chose to stay due to certain reasons. but as days go by, i started to feel uncertain about my choice. every morning, i drag myself to work. it feels terrible. going to work, seeing those faces that irks me (@ least things are not so bad for the time being), putting up a false front etc.. the future down the road seemed to be so unsure. it gave me a feeling that i'm travelling in a car with heavy rain pouring outside, whenever the screen wiper wipes the windscreen, the vision gets better. but
What is the difference between dating and courtship?... Are they similar? I have been cracking my brains over this question for a long time.. But I can be very sure that they are the best times before a relationship starts. A guy can do what the girl wants.. For example, if the girl suddenly crave for a certain food, the guy would go all out to buy it for her. But when the guy won the girl's heart, things will be the other way round. In my case, calling and smsing seems to be my job.. He won't call me unless there's something urgent or he wanted to remind me about something. Smsing? In the past, we at least still SMS each other once in a day, asking how each other is doing or if we had eaten. Now? I give up smsing him.. As time pass, the number of times we SMS to each other drops almost to zero.. Enough of that.. I'm sure one day I'll find the answers.
Juz came back from my shopping. Feel a little "bu gan yuan". Cos didn't buy anything... Actually, I&
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