sometimes others say i'm slow (be it feelings or learning).. i just laugh it off. not taking that into heart. but the fact is i'm born to be slow. but i'm more fortunate than the disabled. *so contridicting right* yet, sometimes i couldn't help feeling upset that i have to learn things so much slower than the others.. mummy said: "though you are slow, you're hardworking and willing to learn". somehow it cheer me up slightly. i understand that one will learn more through mistakes. but i hate that feeling. why can't i be more smarter??? why can't i be more like my bro??