sometimes others say i'm slow (be it feelings or learning).. i just laugh it off. not taking that into heart. but the fact is i'm born to be slow. but i'm more fortunate than the disabled. *so contridicting right* yet, sometimes i couldn't help feeling upset that i have to learn things so much slower than the others.. mummy said: "though you are slow, you're hardworking and willing to learn". somehow it cheer me up slightly. i understand that one will learn more through mistakes. but i hate that feeling. why can't i be more smarter??? why can't i be more like my bro??
What is the difference between dating and courtship?... Are they similar? I have been cracking my brains over this question for a long time.. But I can be very sure that they are the best times before a relationship starts. A guy can do what the girl wants.. For example, if the girl suddenly crave for a certain food, the guy would go all out to buy it for her. But when the guy won the girl's heart, things will be the other way round. In my case, calling and smsing seems to be my job.. He won't call me unless there's something urgent or he wanted to remind me about something. Smsing? In the past, we at least still SMS each other once in a day, asking how each other is doing or if we had eaten. Now? I give up smsing him.. As time pass, the number of times we SMS to each other drops almost to zero.. Enough of that.. I'm sure one day I'll find the answers.
Juz came back from my shopping. Feel a little "bu gan yuan". Cos didn't buy anything... Actually, I...
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