yesterday read through my first diary which contained most of my sec sch memories. after reading, i had this feeling - i miss him. yep i missed him. missed the times which we spent together.
i regreted that i was being so childish and insensitive. pehaps is my possesiveness that led to the breakup, though it started out as a misunderstanding between the two of us, feelings between us soon developed.
after breaking up, we lost contact. we seldom see each other in school as he repeated sec 3 while i moved on to sec 4. that marks a new begining for the both of us.
two yearsd later, we met on IRC. it was unti last friday, i saw him at a bus-stop. i dunno why i couldn't muster up my courage to say hi. perhaps i was afraid that we might feel awkward. i think chatting online would be the best communication between the two of us...