feel a bit sad today.. i hate the way jas and the others pushed me to charles.. at least sihui din do it.. i HATE that feeling.. simply HATE that feeling (T.T) is this the price that i had to we had to pay after we disclosed our relationship? IT SIMPLY UNFAIR!!!!.. now jas came to me when she need me to do something.. we had drifted apart.. or should i say we never been close before? close as in we din tell each other troubles..
What is the difference between dating and courtship?... Are they similar? I have been cracking my brains over this question for a long time.. But I can be very sure that they are the best times before a relationship starts. A guy can do what the girl wants.. For example, if the girl suddenly crave for a certain food, the guy would go all out to buy it for her. But when the guy won the girl's heart, things will be the other way round. In my case, calling and smsing seems to be my job.. He won't call me unless there's something urgent or he wanted to remind me about something. Smsing? In the past, we at least still SMS each other once in a day, asking how each other is doing or if we had eaten. Now? I give up smsing him.. As time pass, the number of times we SMS to each other drops almost to zero.. Enough of that.. I'm sure one day I'll find the answers.
Juz came back from my shopping. Feel a little "bu gan yuan". Cos didn't buy anything... Actually, I...
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