i need some retail therapy to unwind myself!!... this past two weeks had been really busy.. reports, reports & reports!!! in fact i have been busy preparing the financial budget for 2006 & at the same time i also need to do my monthly and weekly reports.. i'm so busy that i neglected my vessels.. i could not advice customer service when they ask if they should accept certain bookings..

on the other hand, i should say a BIG thank you to my colleague; simon. if he did not come out with the formula for the rounding up the numbers into integers, i would be still manually changing all the numbers with decimals into integers.. phew...

i should considered myself blessed. a good working environment with helpful colleagues. i have been making careless & stupid mistakes ever since i started working.. i was really on verge of breaking down whenever i questioned myself why would i allow to make such mistakes. nevertheless, none of colleagues blamed me, especially my supervisor & manager. a few of my colleagues commented that i picked up quite fast.. i felt elated for that instance. i never considered myself to be a fast learner, in fact a slow one. thinking back, i was able to make my first speech in the meeting during my probation. i felt so proud of it.

now, whenever i finish my work, i felt a sense of accomplishment. smile...