i can sense that the pressure is coming. its going to be tough. am i able to breathe? will i be handle them? stats. reporting. 2 problematic ports. i dun understand why my supervisor gave me karachi instead of calcutta. karachi seems to be much more difficult than calcutta. i have already so much work on hand.. sometimes, on and off i still need to update schedules and the network list though these can finish within 15 mins.

i know my colleagues will be there for me when i need help. but i could not always depend on them.

everyone seems to be positive about me. i hate to disappoint them. should i just be confident about myself that i can handle everything well? are they stretching my potential?