tHe first week of school is coming to an end le... Life in school is no longer the same as last semester... I find that it is getting more stressful... Though I only have three core subjects & one CDS, I still have communication skills which is project based.. Speaking of Comm Skills, reminds me of the tutor.. She's like a clone from Mrs Ang... Looks sooooo alike.. Except for her eyes.. Not as big & "laser like" as Mrs Ang.. The first impression that she gave me was, *shit* cannot sleep in class liao.. But overall, she still not bad.. Taking two Maths seems to be the hardest thing to do in the world... Feel kind of stressed... Have to cope with school and tuition (by the way I'm teaching a primary three student)... Now my life seems to consists of work and school.. During the weekweds, I also have to help papa... I know you will be thinking that I should give up helping my papa but I can't do it. Cos mama is not free and still have to look after my playful sis... >.< No more shopping trips for me... Can't buy food for Charles le... Btw I still have to take Nafa test........ Some more is around Feb.... *sOb* I sure fail de..
Choice In life, there are a lot of choices offered to us. when we are in pri sch with limited pocket money, we had to choose what should we had for recess. a bowl of noodle soup + soft drink or 1 plate of chicky rice without any drink? in sec sch, we are given a choice to choose the subjects we liked. after O's, we had to choose poly or jc. if we opt for poly, which are the courses that we are eligible. and now, i had to choose to leave or stay. well, in fact i had already made my choice. i chose to stay due to certain reasons. but as days go by, i started to feel uncertain about my choice. every morning, i drag myself to work. it feels terrible. going to work, seeing those faces that irks me (@ least things are not so bad for the time being), putting up a false front etc.. the future down the road seemed to be so unsure. it gave me a feeling that i'm travelling in a car with heavy rain pouring outside, whenever the screen wiper wipes the windscreen, the vision gets better. but...
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