while on the way back home today, questions has bee swirling in mind. finding & giving excuses for things happening in my life. or rather work.

1. am i enjoying my current job?

ans: mmm... couldn't give a definate ans.

i have a love & hate feeling. demoralising feelings come & go every other wk. esp when you know what is going ahead for the rest of the wk. i believe most of us feel this way.

but i couldn't deny that i enjoy the feeling of satisfaction & victory when i manage to pacfiy my countries by obtaining what they wanted. but this feeling only stays a while. i need more of these coming! recieving appreciation from counterparts means more than my boss recognition (usually is the other way round).

i'm grateful to have met people who have help me along the way. sharing valuable knowlwdge which this will stay in you.

i'm much more confident than before. now i know what my boss means: "i have seen a change in you. you're no longer the shy little girl."

2. is this my ideal/ dream job?

ans: i never dreamt of working in a logistics/ shipping sector. this industry came into my knowledge in my poly days. i did not regret my choice back then. its a dynamic industry. very much suitable for me cos i have a super short attention span. nothing can keep me occupied for long.

3. i'm very busy. i'm drowning (we are always heard this at work & wonder if they are really busy)

ans: my conclusion is everyone has their own defination of busy.


4. how can i ever survive in the sickening office politics?

ans: if you can't fight, just shut down. go back to your lala land. that's what i always do.


5. people treating you as a help desk.

ans: i wouldn't mind answering the same question twice. but i do appreciate the enquirer will note down before i request him/her to do so.