i dunno how the news reached him.
but i hope it was not you who told him.
though possibly high chance.

however i had already condemned you.
due to what you have done to my friend.

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instead of feeling happy, my heart sink when i finished typing the letter.
at one of point of time, i dread time will pass faster. i wish that i could just pack my stuff and leave. i couldn't take it anymore. tears swelled in my eyes every now and then. frequent toilet visits to let it out.

at another point of time, i could not bear to leave.
the colleagues[some only] are nice.
always protective over me.

but i know if i dun leave, the road down will be tough.
juggling studies and work which is getting demanding as time goes by...