what i want in my life? if someone pops this question to me, the answer will be "erm.. i also dunno.." well.. some of you will advise me to start planning now. mmm.. i also dunno what i want in life. all i know that, by the end of the day, i want to have a cosy home and whip up lots of dishes for my hubby and children. from pastries to local dishes, you name it. i have a passion in cooking yet just too lazy to learn. partly i did not have an oven. my mum just refuse to purchase one.. argh... i know i sound like i'm going to be a typical housewife.. but isn't it good to look after your loved ones needs?

these few days, i believe some of you might heard about this pharse - "my vessel is going to sink" i dunno why there's sudden upsurge in the inbound to vietnam which cause me to have headaches. on the other hand, it wasn't a bad thing. perhaps, God heard my prayer. Be it or not, i'm still thankful. i began to like my job but not numbers. there's no way i will develop an interest in numbers. doing statistics and looking after my "baby" - ports in vietnam is my job. whenever i roll cargoes, i have this sense of achievement. hahaha.. this means i dun have to worry about my vessels not fully utilize.

my auntie & mum have been asking me to attend talks on Elken (a MTL company selling health products). i have to say that i'm not interested. i'm contented with my life right now. money is not an issue to me. if i could not afford on what i want, i just simply have to let go. i know some of you will think i'm still young and could not see the importance of money. i must say that money is important but it is not the most important in the universe.

after all this crappy stuff, i still dunno what i want in life.. pathetic..