There's a lot of people asking me why i broke up with charles. It came so suddenly. Without a warning or sign. I know its hard for you people to accept. Especially kailing. I know you're somehow angry with it.

The Reason

Its partly because of jason (the one who make heart race). The main reason was i don't feel for him anymore. ya.. some of you won't accept that as a reason. Everytime i see jason, my heart will race. i almost couldn't breathe. it may sound ridiculous. i thought that will happen only for the first few times. BUT it wasn't. i began to re-think what happen. after so much consultation from my cubicle mates. i finally know my answer. break.

Back to Single..

I need to clarify something. Many thought that i would be with jason after the breakup. Though we do have feelings for each other, i would like to enjoy the life of a single. At the same time, i want to meet more people. As for jason and me, let nature takes its own course.

Feeling Guilty..

Sometimes when i thought of all the things that charles did for me, and in return thats what i treat him. i couldn't help feeling guilty. And now he is still treating me very good. or should i say even better? He told me to treat him as a guy who is wooing me. i find hard to accept the gifts he give me. That not only applies to him, but also to all people.

Angel or Devil?

Many of his friends called me as an angel. Those who don't even know me said that i'm kind-hearted and has an angel smile. do i really have? am i as good as what they think?