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i'm stubborn
i refuse to leave my nutshell
the reason is:
it is not a perfect world.
a harsh reality
where you meet all kinds of people

it forces one to change.
from good to bad.
from an angel to a devil.

the world is cruel
one has to strive hard to get what he wants
even using underhand means
how cruel and pathetic it is...

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