Here's my second part of the story...

SeCoNdArY sChOoL dAys

Turning 13 was another stage in my life. I entered Deyi Sec Sch together with KL, KZ and a lot of my other primary schoolmates. I became much more closer to E. We did almost everything together. But these memorable moments did not last long until D came along. I still remember when I was in Sec 3, I had a major fight with E. I refused to apologise to her.Why? I may be a strong-headed and a stubborn girl but partly I dun think it was my fault and she always wanted the other person to apologise first even though it was her fault. Everyone thought it was D's fault as she sided me and she became much closer to me. In fact it was not her fault. I shared much more similar things with D than with E. Eg: the taste of clothes & thinking. So therefore we are much more closer. During the cold war, I grew to dislike her. Dislike the way she behave etc.. It took months for E and I to patch back.
I have my happy and sad times while I was in Deyi and I treasured them very much.. I missed the times I spent in Sec 2. My form teacher treat us as young adults and let us to choose our own punishments. Sec 2 was also the time where I like History very much. I did very badly when I was in Sec 1 and lost faith in it. It was Mrs Ong that made us liked the subject and motivated us to study. In the end, the whole class passed the exam. Even the lowest scored 67. JS scored the highest I the class which made me feel very proud of him... Speaking of JS, he was my first boyfriend. In fact, I think it was more like a puppy love.. I also missed another person but I dun think I'm going to get see him for my rest of my life. That person was YY. He was from China but he did not have the China accent. He was a very cute guy who had natural curls.. I still remembered that he always refused to cut his hair and make Mrs Ang to tied his hair up like a three year-old kid. LoL.... He always let me bully him and play with his pager. Sometimes I would just exit his silent mode or change his date & time without telling him. PooR thing.. But I think he wouldn't mind..... We lost contact after we were promoted to Sec 3 and I also heard that he went to Canada.
My saddest moments were I was in Sec 3 & 4. A lot of things happened.. I broke up with JS (though it was I who initiated it but I still felt sad over it). My relationship with my parents worsen. My results dropped drastically. My grandpa passed away. All these things almost drove me to commit sucide. I guess some of you would be shocked when you read this. A happy-go-lucky person like me could actually have sucidal thoughts. I also thought of running away from home as I think nobody in the world understands me. I know I'm silly then.. But rest assured, I would not think of these silly things again.. In fact after the major fight with E, we are much more closer and understanding. From then on, D,E and I spent a lot of time together. Actually, among the 3 of us D & E are much more sensible and I am the childish one. Some more I am the oldest among of them.. hAhA..

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