Yippy... Finally finish my MS assignment lo. Now can concentrate on preparing for exams. I have to work very hard especially on my MS (the subject I hate most & also the subject I fare most badly). Today, Esther ask me if i regreted choosing Logistics. I reply her without thinking. I told her I regreted gettin' into a business course. Well seriously, I also dunno if I regreted. I had tried to like this course but is like nothing interest me. Sometimes, I think that I'm much more luckier than Dionne, Esther and Kailing. They seemed to be so stressed out while I'm so "carefree". I dun dare to think what I want to do after gettin' diploma. I heard that in Logistics line, it is quite stressful. Actually my dream job is something related to food. No matter what is it about. As long as it concerns about food (cos I like to eat). Since young, I have been changing my ambition. From scientist to lawyer etc... It was till when I'm Sec 3 that I knew what I want when I grow up. I develop the interest on studying about food and began to work towards my goal. But this dream seems to be drifting further and further away from me. From what I know, there's no part-time course related to it. And I also have colour blind (I guess most of you dunno abt it). Being colour blind, it is even harder getting into the food science industry.
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