Aiyoh.. I have oredi gone crazy after studying accounts for so many days. Actually today plan to stay @ home and study. At first, I thought that my house got renovation going on and the noise is damn piercing. *Annoyed* But to my surprise, it actually ended yesterday. That means I can stay @ home and study. But to my dismay, I left all my notes @ Charles's place and the thought of Sebrina also studying with us, makes me feel moody. I juz simply dun like her. I don't know why. Got to go now.. Continue tonight.
Choice In life, there are a lot of choices offered to us. when we are in pri sch with limited pocket money, we had to choose what should we had for recess. a bowl of noodle soup + soft drink or 1 plate of chicky rice without any drink? in sec sch, we are given a choice to choose the subjects we liked. after O's, we had to choose poly or jc. if we opt for poly, which are the courses that we are eligible. and now, i had to choose to leave or stay. well, in fact i had already made my choice. i chose to stay due to certain reasons. but as days go by, i started to feel uncertain about my choice. every morning, i drag myself to work. it feels terrible. going to work, seeing those faces that irks me (@ least things are not so bad for the time being), putting up a false front etc.. the future down the road seemed to be so unsure. it gave me a feeling that i'm travelling in a car with heavy rain pouring outside, whenever the screen wiper wipes the windscreen, the vision gets better. but...
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