I told Charles about the sunrise thingy... Though in the end I din get to tell him face to face, I still feel a little "bu gan yuan"... He was not really angry with me... He say that it is my right to go where I like and whom I go out with... He thought that I was hoping that he would be angry... But in fact, I was soooooooo afraid that he was angry with me... He told me that he feel that I'm going to look for another one.. Well I always say that jokingly... But after he said that, I have thinking it about seriously......
What is the difference between dating and courtship?... Are they similar? I have been cracking my brains over this question for a long time.. But I can be very sure that they are the best times before a relationship starts. A guy can do what the girl wants.. For example, if the girl suddenly crave for a certain food, the guy would go all out to buy it for her. But when the guy won the girl's heart, things will be the other way round. In my case, calling and smsing seems to be my job.. He won't call me unless there's something urgent or he wanted to remind me about something. Smsing? In the past, we at least still SMS each other once in a day, asking how each other is doing or if we had eaten. Now? I give up smsing him.. As time pass, the number of times we SMS to each other drops almost to zero.. Enough of that.. I'm sure one day I'll find the answers.
Juz came back from my shopping. Feel a little "bu gan yuan". Cos didn't buy anything... Actually, I...
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