Yeah!!! I pass my basic theory... I thought that I would fail... Now too happy until cannot sleep.. Haha.. Mmm... I dunno if I want to proceed to my advanced or wait for Esther. Jasmine ask me to proceed straight to advance cos we no need to pass advance to do the practical. Frankly speaking, I feel like proceeding straight to advanced as it is much more difficult. Haiz... I also dunno leh.. Aiyoh.. my handphone bill shot to $54. Damn it!! Muz because of the day that I distribute flyers... That stupid salesperson call me so many times as if I'm very rich... Now I'm having cashflow problem.. Have to pay handphone bill, buy Esther's present and S200 etc.. Somemore on Esther's birthday, still have to go out to celebrate, then need money again. I also dunno how long my handphone can last... JUz now drop it and still "wu ma feng shi". Very "xin tong"... Sometimes auto off by itself...
Choice In life, there are a lot of choices offered to us. when we are in pri sch with limited pocket money, we had to choose what should we had for recess. a bowl of noodle soup + soft drink or 1 plate of chicky rice without any drink? in sec sch, we are given a choice to choose the subjects we liked. after O's, we had to choose poly or jc. if we opt for poly, which are the courses that we are eligible. and now, i had to choose to leave or stay. well, in fact i had already made my choice. i chose to stay due to certain reasons. but as days go by, i started to feel uncertain about my choice. every morning, i drag myself to work. it feels terrible. going to work, seeing those faces that irks me (@ least things are not so bad for the time being), putting up a false front etc.. the future down the road seemed to be so unsure. it gave me a feeling that i'm travelling in a car with heavy rain pouring outside, whenever the screen wiper wipes the windscreen, the vision gets better. but...
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