Yesterday I made Charles very angry. Feel very very bad about it. I wan to say SORRY. I have to say that I can easily get into a very depressing mood which can last for several days. After a few hours of thinking, I think I know what led me into this state. Well honestly speaking, I'm a person who can get jealous easily. So easily that no one will notice and I just kept quiet about it. I must say that I'm always jealous of Sebrina. I don't know why of all so many people, I choose to be jealous about her. No matter how hard Charles explain to me, the feelings is still there. I guess I just need time to get over it. But it would be a very long long time. I don't know how long it would take.
Now I'm afraid that history will repeat itself. I still remember vividly that when I was in Sec 3, I went through the worst days of my life. At that time, almost everything had gone wrong. From relationships to studies.. My relationships with my parents and my ex were very bad then. My grades also had fell drastically and I was almost forced to transfer to another sch (the sch that I hate most). At that moment, I felt that the whole world was against me and began to have suicidal thoughts. Luckily, Dionne came to know about it and sound me out. I really appreciated what she done for me. She is really a GREAT friend =)
Now I'm afraid that history will repeat itself. I still remember vividly that when I was in Sec 3, I went through the worst days of my life. At that time, almost everything had gone wrong. From relationships to studies.. My relationships with my parents and my ex were very bad then. My grades also had fell drastically and I was almost forced to transfer to another sch (the sch that I hate most). At that moment, I felt that the whole world was against me and began to have suicidal thoughts. Luckily, Dionne came to know about it and sound me out. I really appreciated what she done for me. She is really a GREAT friend =)
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