when is my nightmare going to end?? kill me pls !!!!!!!!!!! i dun like you i hate the sight of you i hate that voice of yours just get out of my sight ! ! ! ! i believed you're the one who betrayed me. bitch !
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jas & i were discussing on whether we should get a bike license. the main reason is: i want to ride a vespa. the male lead in taiyou no uta rides a white vespa which was so cuteeeeeeeeeeeee.... oh... i'm just soooooooo in love with cute stuff... perhaps i might change my mind to get a vespa instead of bettle in the near future (i dun tink is near, still very far). was thinking to write my diary again. i stopped 2 yrs ago due to laziness. should i get a pretty nice book to start again. guess that is the only way which i could pour all my troubles/ frustrations in..
in the past, i used to tell nancy off when she disliked a certain person w/o a valid reason. she always tell me that there is no valid reason when you dislike a person. sometimes its just the face of that person who put you off. and now i see her point of view. went shopping on sun. managed to psycho hum ji peng to buy me a zara dress which cost 90 bucks. 1st time! he agreed to buy me something near 100 bucks without much hesitation. lalala some more the dress was over-priced (in my point of view). the dress i missed shopping. felt that i hadn't hv enough on sun. when can i go again ? ? ?
went shopping with jas after our assignment ytd. left much early than planned cos we are hungry! nowadays i dunno why i got hungry so easily.. both of us has the same plan in mind: head to shaw house for pasta after which down to suntec and then citylink to rafflescity. but i told her lousy minds think alike.. lolx.. bought laniage water-based moisturiser (highly recommended!) i hardly used a product for 2 consecutive times. finally saw a pair of slip-ons which can replace my current U.R.S one. but din buy cos lazy to try. once i try, i will buy cos i'm too pai seh to ask the salesperson to put it back into the store =P issey miyaki launced a limited edition perfume. smells nice. but too ex.. their perfume always have this unqiue & distinctive smell. since my poly days, i hv been ranting that i'm gonna get issey & now still on my waiting list.. and that "lan" jas keep psycho-ing me to buy DS lite. if i wanna to get it, probably will be in the colour of pink =)
[ed, i ustan. hope some1 else from your team went. "i was told only a few minutes ago that i am schedule for tomorrow pfc training?but i am unable to attend tomorrow training."] mixed feelings. annoyed and sorry. annoyed that what was he trying to imply on: i hope some1 else from your team went]. bet he sent to other people as well. wtf sorry that i suddenly remember why ed is unable to attend. -------------------------------------- last night stay over at jas's place for movie - The Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning. had already watched the 1st part last year but had forgotton most of the scenes. the movie was damn bloody.. i told jas perhaps we are getting old and our heart could not take those bloody scenes. cos the 1st part we were still able to digest though it as bloody as The beginning. the sound effects was louder than the characters dialouge. so we decide to lower down the vol due to jas's mama was sleeping. so end up we are watching "slient movie...
i dunno how the news reached him. but i hope it was not you who told him. though possibly high chance. however i had already condemned you. due to what you have done to my friend. -------------------------------------------- instead of feeling happy, my heart sink when i finished typing the letter. at one of point of time, i dread time will pass faster. i wish that i could just pack my stuff and leave. i couldn't take it anymore. tears swelled in my eyes every now and then. frequent toilet visits to let it out. at another point of time, i could not bear to leave. the colleagues[some only] are nice. always protective over me. but i know if i dun leave, the road down will be tough. juggling studies and work which is getting demanding as time goes by...
busy is what you gave as a reason. perhaps i'm not as busy as you. you seem to forget about me. it seems to be i'm the last person in your mind. no news. nothing. sorry is the only the word you said to me. but this is not i want to hear. ------------------------------------- i want you to be there to listen to my woes and no one else. though i'm unable to give any professional advice, i try my best to lend you a listening ear. however, you're not there when i feel lousy or i need you. you're nowhere to be found or heard.
taiyou no uta. another jdrama by Sawajiri Erika, the one who stared in 1 litre of tears. this drama is quite similar from 1 litre of tears. the girl had incurable disease and died in the end. the thing i like most in both dramas is the love element between the lead actor and actress. it's very unlike taiwan or sin dramas which backstabbing and intimate scenes are their must.
as i grew up, i felt that cny is part of the hols. except that you get to recieved money in red packets. i wonder what would be cny in other countries such as taiwan, china etc. bet it would be more exciting than in sin. companies are closed for at least five days in those areas BUT sin only closed based on the public holidays marked on the calender! some eateries open on the 2nd day of CNY. how to have the festive mood????? firecrackers can be only seen during CNY & only "they" are allowed to light them. wtc. my ideal CNY is all shops to be closed down except for the non-chinese. hols should not be marked based on the calender! stop having parmedics to station when you want to display firecrackers. however, the best part of cny is the indugence of my fave pineapple tarts! awe! taste heavenly especially the home-made ones by relative! i also love the market which operates 24 hours on the 29th of the lunar calender (2 days before CNY). you get to see aunties buying and sto...
finally finished 1 litre of tears.. it was aired on scv not long ago.. oh.. just like the title of this drama is named. it really made me tear.. no dramas had made me tear on every episode! thumbs up.. jap drama is still the best of all. short and sweet. brings out the storyline. last evening, went to people's park to buy bak gua.. luckily, i asked jas along.. we spent 2 hours plus for queuing. queuing in front of u were 4 bunch guys in their late 20s. i never knew that guys @ this age could be so lame! their jokes were just like charles & merv.. perhaps they are finding topics to amuse themseleves shrugs- at least, my efforts paid off the bak gua tastes good. better than bee cheng heng or lin zhi yuan. so its worth the wait =) queuing for bak gua: 2 hrs 50 mins queuing for cab: 40 min traffic jam while on the way home: 15 min ttl waiting time: 3 hrs 45 min