i dunno how the news reached him. but i hope it was not you who told him. though possibly high chance. however i had already condemned you. due to what you have done to my friend. -------------------------------------------- instead of feeling happy, my heart sink when i finished typing the letter. at one of point of time, i dread time will pass faster. i wish that i could just pack my stuff and leave. i couldn't take it anymore. tears swelled in my eyes every now and then. frequent toilet visits to let it out. at another point of time, i could not bear to leave. the colleagues[some only] are nice. always protective over me. but i know if i dun leave, the road down will be tough. juggling studies and work which is getting demanding as time goes by...
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busy is what you gave as a reason. perhaps i'm not as busy as you. you seem to forget about me. it seems to be i'm the last person in your mind. no news. nothing. sorry is the only the word you said to me. but this is not i want to hear. ------------------------------------- i want you to be there to listen to my woes and no one else. though i'm unable to give any professional advice, i try my best to lend you a listening ear. however, you're not there when i feel lousy or i need you. you're nowhere to be found or heard.
taiyou no uta. another jdrama by Sawajiri Erika, the one who stared in 1 litre of tears. this drama is quite similar from 1 litre of tears. the girl had incurable disease and died in the end. the thing i like most in both dramas is the love element between the lead actor and actress. it's very unlike taiwan or sin dramas which backstabbing and intimate scenes are their must.
as i grew up, i felt that cny is part of the hols. except that you get to recieved money in red packets. i wonder what would be cny in other countries such as taiwan, china etc. bet it would be more exciting than in sin. companies are closed for at least five days in those areas BUT sin only closed based on the public holidays marked on the calender! some eateries open on the 2nd day of CNY. how to have the festive mood????? firecrackers can be only seen during CNY & only "they" are allowed to light them. wtc. my ideal CNY is all shops to be closed down except for the non-chinese. hols should not be marked based on the calender! stop having parmedics to station when you want to display firecrackers. however, the best part of cny is the indugence of my fave pineapple tarts! awe! taste heavenly especially the home-made ones by relative! i also love the market which operates 24 hours on the 29th of the lunar calender (2 days before CNY). you get to see aunties buying and sto...
finally finished 1 litre of tears.. it was aired on scv not long ago.. oh.. just like the title of this drama is named. it really made me tear.. no dramas had made me tear on every episode! thumbs up.. jap drama is still the best of all. short and sweet. brings out the storyline. last evening, went to people's park to buy bak gua.. luckily, i asked jas along.. we spent 2 hours plus for queuing. queuing in front of u were 4 bunch guys in their late 20s. i never knew that guys @ this age could be so lame! their jokes were just like charles & merv.. perhaps they are finding topics to amuse themseleves shrugs- at least, my efforts paid off the bak gua tastes good. better than bee cheng heng or lin zhi yuan. so its worth the wait =) queuing for bak gua: 2 hrs 50 mins queuing for cab: 40 min traffic jam while on the way home: 15 min ttl waiting time: 3 hrs 45 min
guess the blogging worm has left me. wasn't keen on updating anything. lots to say but how to start? back from bkk for 2 wks. lost cam & hp. this trip cost me enough to go taiwan/ hk mmm.. what to do.. is already gone.. nevertheless, i'm going back in sept for another spree =) work wasn't smooth as before. feeling numb when dragging my tired body to work everyday. with irritating /pretenious ppl ard plus the shitty work. how can my day @ work be pleasant? weather has been cooling which is best for sleeping at home. ha! those who are close to me know my plans. of course i hope that i will able to opt for the 2nd option which i doubt so.. cos i have never been strong....
my assignment deadlines got exteneded again!! yipeee.. i want to watch death note, 1 litre of tears, my girl, princess hours etc.... but........ i still need to have the discipline to do assignments.. haiz.. so only can watch death note. nvm. Death note here i cum!!!!! wahaha.. i must be mad. no is stress. mummy's bday last wed. bro got an ice-cream cake. swensens special. thumbs up. xmas presents from my colleagues. from sis. i also got give her. a set of powerpuff bedsheet=p had settled in the new office for 1 month. finally had the mood to take pics.. the meeting room. there's someone who i dun really like inside. my desk. abit messy. saw my takeshi & the pencils?? mmm.. my colleague ask me if i will stay on after completing my degree. actually i also dunno.. i love the colleagues. the environment. but paywise, not so attractive. hum ji peng told me that, i can easily get a $500 increase. but for SSL, if you think of increasing 50 bucks also hard! i know i'll miss...
busy. busy. busy. today is the 2nd year anniversary with hum ji peng. but i'm stuck at home. cos i need to do my assignment. poor me. sometime ago, hum ji peng asked if i still do think of chow si. my answer: yes very direct answer.. but whenever i thot of him, i'll have this aplogetic feeling. i still have this feeling after 2 years plus... i'm sorry. christmas is drawing near. had recieved gifts from my colleagues. love them all. gifts & colleagues. both. met up with my ex sch mates on wed & thurs. draw lots for gift exchange. i got to buy for di. well.. though our tastes are quite similar, i dunno wat to get for her. in the end.. bought a precious moment photo frame and i always thot that photo frames are gifts without sincerity. without a choice, i still got a photo frame for her. but i believe she will lurve it. cos i'm going to dig out our secondary photos to put into the photo frame. and i know she always miss our sec sch days =) * putting a photo in the ...
what can be worse when 1st day of work at new office and you kick your CPU and it went dead.. well, it happened to me which left me idling for the rest of the day.. powerful kick.. got a new name from si mon. roasted pig. all because of the fire drill.. i have been waiting and finally its going to be out.. Charlotte's Web.. such a touching and heart-warming story. in my sec sch days, i read the book as part of my literature subject. the pig is cuteeeeeeeee......... to view the trailer: http://www.apple.com/trailers/paramount/charlottesweb/
my memory is failing.. either i dun remember wat is the date or forget some important day.. haiz...must because of my assignments. btw, i had already shifted to new office.. not much difference though, still able to take 70 to work. just need to alight 2 stops earlier which is quite a huge challenge for me.. cos i always sleep on the bus & have this tendency to overshot my stop. will take some pics of my new workstation. i guess my drive for work has came back. i dunno how long will it last but at least for now, i'm motviated to work. perhaps its due to the shift of new office where i 'm away from her & him =) those who had bought this week i-weekly, did u notice the back cover page of the advertisment on the sony handycam? the baby is so cute... big round eyes... if my sis was like this.. hahaha i think i really deprived of childhood. even my yogurt, i had to buy mickey mouse.. but meiji stuff taste great! no rose but a balloon flower will still make my day. smile
sorry for not updating for so long. those who know me, i've been busy with my assignments. deadlines drawing near = i'm going to be dead soon. just read one of the entry by my bro, somehow it brighten up my day a little.. though is not related.. it abt the public complaining exxon.. hahaha... i fully agree with him.. pls refer to: http://koala-miz.blogspot.com/ sometimes i envy him though.. able to expose to certain things where we common citizens unable to.. i'm down with a serious sickness which no medicine can cure.. usually, people have monday blues, but i'm having blues every day.. i even came out to name different days with different shades of blue. mon: light turquoise tues: turquoise wed: pale blue thurs: sky blue fri: light blue if my mood is not good on that particular day, it will turn from blue - > dark blue -> black so beware.. counting down to moving to new office.. looking forward? think so.. cos i dun need to be near her.. lolx... si mon finally b...
i thought that you can be removed from my no 1 hate list. hur hur.. i dun think so... you claimed that you know the bible bettter than anyone else. are you sure?!? always bull shitting. i wonder how you face God when you died. you can't even lift up your head high! hiak ... hiak.. (evil laugh) i know i sounded evil.. that's me. you treat me nice & i'll treat you back in a nice way. i'm so sick of work.. sick of everyone... the room - the only place i can seek "shelter" i was reflecting my performance @ work. felt that i made more mistakes than usual. felt that i'm unproductive. felt that i'm unable to get my usual things to be done on time. why?!? feeling so shitty.. to end it, i feel so demorlised! some pics took last few wks innovative mickey mouse pencil from si mon i miss him cos no one can crap - talk with me >. happy reunion secret recipe @ Jusco the bigger slice belong to me - choco indulgence sinful.