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this week wasn't a good week.. i'm neglected by him... due to his dissertation subbmisson by end month & his new job at singtel which gave him lots of pressure.. i tried my best to endure and amuse myself. well, it did not get any better but worse. anyway, i'm feeling much more better. finally, i accepted the changes. at least i had the chance to voice up my displeasure. fyi, i'm not under her =) going to move out from the room (my current seating). i'm going to miss out the fun with jenny, simon & lay hoon T.T its not going to be cosy anymore the place i'm moving to, is full of dangers. i dunno who are the baddies... perhaps all or it just a handful.. haiz... had a so-called farewell lunch with jenny, simon, lay hoon & may. Had Korean food @ amara hotel. 2 thumbs up. bbq squid. cannot see the squid but lots of veggies. i like the seaweed soup the side dishes. love the greens tossed in their special made mayo sauce grilled scallops. also had the kor...

work 5 days just to look forward to 2 weekends. to be exact, it should be 1 cos by sun, you will be too sian to do anything for all you know that the next day you will have to slog for another 5 days again. and it will continue for another 30 years... what a meaningless life.....

Choice In life, there are a lot of choices offered to us. when we are in pri sch with limited pocket money, we had to choose what should we had for recess. a bowl of noodle soup + soft drink or 1 plate of chicky rice without any drink? in sec sch, we are given a choice to choose the subjects we liked. after O's, we had to choose poly or jc. if we opt for poly, which are the courses that we are eligible. and now, i had to choose to leave or stay. well, in fact i had already made my choice. i chose to stay due to certain reasons. but as days go by, i started to feel uncertain about my choice. every morning, i drag myself to work. it feels terrible. going to work, seeing those faces that irks me (@ least things are not so bad for the time being), putting up a false front etc.. the future down the road seemed to be so unsure. it gave me a feeling that i'm travelling in a car with heavy rain pouring outside, whenever the screen wiper wipes the windscreen, the vision gets better. but...

today went for a body + facial massage. but in the end, i only get to have face massage due to auntie had came knocking on my door a few days ago... anyway, the consultant used those high tech scanning machine to see the condition of my skin... to be honest, i dun quite like this cos i do not want to know that my skin condition is not as good as everybody thought... well, here goes the analysis of my skin: it is rather dehyrated. freckles can be seen underneath my skin (T.T) i was pretty sad.. when the consultant told me this, i was thinking that jenny would feel comforted that i had a lot freckles but yet to be appeared.. dear's skin was rather bad.. cos he had some fine lines & starting to lose its elasticity.. i was telling him that, i had lots of diamonds (healthy looking skin should look more like shape of a diamond) and yet he had none.. lolx... since most of my time are spent in air conditioned areas, i will make an effort put on moisturizer & do a face mask once a w...

got this from dorothy perkins. 56 bucks.. heart pain !!!!!!!!! but nice hoh =P

went to watch dragon tiger gate (direct translation -.-") on sun. 2 thumbs up.. love donnie yen's muscles & his fighting scenes.. highly recomended

destination: KL duration: 4 days 3 nights the bus we took upon arrival @ KL, we went to their supermarket to get a drink. Without a choice, we had no small change & gave the cashier a 50 note. and guess wat?.... . . . . . . . . . . . . that guy gave us the change of 47 $1 notes -.-" LRT was our main form of transport inside the LRT the handle water dispenser along the road.. dear said sin also have but i did not saw any.. or i'm "kuku"? if i were trap in this kind of traffic jam in sin, i would die of boredom the food we ate.. i'm in love with m'sia hawker food =) finger linkin' good? only applies to m'sia not sin the mouth watering satay that dear ate for 2 nights what an intersting to name Carlsberg & Guinness stout in chinese! stuff we bought the thing i wanted most which i can't find in sin. my takeshi kaneshiro !!!! - drools - after a tiring day of retail therapy, its time to pamper our face with fruity masks ^.^ KLCC - they have a...

Take the 100 Acre Personality Quiz! quite true. i need good food, fun & friends =) thats all i need =P my co is undergoing some restructuring.. one of the major change ever since i joined. the future seemed to be so uncertain for me.. i'm soooo pissed off by someone.. argh... dun force me to take alternative 4!!!! * KL pics will be up soon

21st birthday - part 1 [bbq] prezzies the ones who support me thru my ups & downs make a wish. make awish - i wished i'm forever 21 mummy + me. she is my superwoman =) smiling happily with him by my side.. but dunno y he looked like this in the foto roses in my fave colour. but beautiful things only last for a while =( DIY gift from my best friend - look like dino eggs but love it with an over-aged sec boy.. lolx love this pic alot cos i look like i just rebonded my hair done. part 2 will be up soon.

i know i should be in bed by now. but i want to blog abt something as i needed to get off my chest. why do you always want to irritate me? i hate you to the core.. you're so irritating!!!! argh... always think abt yourself? how abt the others? yes, u have backing and can go on whinning to get what you want. so what??.. anyway your backing isn't as strong as what you think.. helping you = asking myself to bang the wall.. wtf.. 1 more day to 21 & i hate it.. pls let time pass slowly....

just ended my 21st celebration with my close friends & relatives. feeling a little apologetic towards them due to my poor hospitality. i'm busy running btw the bbq and my house. it was a good excerise though.. haha... mummy was really a great help! she prepared everything for me which left me to tie up some loose ends... i guess for other ppl they would be busy for the whole day & i only started to move my butt @ 3pm.. =P pics will be up by next wk.. and thank you for making everything possible..

now chatting with kailing on msn.. she's reporting "live" to me on the penatly kicks.. haha.. i dun like penatly kicks.. after chasing the ball for 90 mins and there's still no outcome yet.. pretty sad sia.. & the no of penatly kicks will determine who is the winner.. i guess the players out there must be thinking: "wasted so much of my time & energy to go after the ball." wahaha.. winner: Germany (4 penalty goals) this wk was pretty busy & super tired!!! some ppl just pissed me off.. i hate you!!! argh.. dun ever come and irritate me! went for induction course to prepare myself for my studies.. but i almost fell asleep -.- they taught us abt organisational behaviour & simulation.. i'm, more concerned abt simulation as somehow, i got this feeling that it might help in my project.. but i dun like this subject.. have to cum out with so many different formulas by my own.. & i'm not an excel expert.. as for the organisational behavio...

i want my baby minnie ice-cream cake =(

kelong trip with my poly mates - 1 month ago...

i'm such a failure... ------------------------------------ min broke up with her bf.. i'm starting to wonder if i was the one who started the whole thing. i left c for j. si left her ex for lest. and now min left ys for a 31 yr old guy.. none of us are optimistic abt this relationship. i wonder if they can last for a month. if they ever last for 6 months, i believed that min is the one who is trying to keep the relationship. the guy is divorced with a 6 yr old kid & the divorce took place around 6 months ago. i believed that there's alot of loose ends for the guy & his ex-wife to settle. e.g the custody of the kid, the ownership of the flat etc.. things are not as simple as she think. i know she is not materialistic or whatever. min, if you are reading this, i hope that you will re-consider it again. we DO NOT think that you're heartless. if you are, it will also apply to me & si. and of course, you are the one who knows the best what is going on. pls cool ...

patrick has grown a strand of hair!

hope it isn't real. tell me that i'm just too sensitive.. but my institution tells me its real.....

if a guy says: pls wait for me, i'll come back for you.. my answer: i dun have the time to wait...

someone commented i din update for a long time.. so decided to uplad some pics which i took quite somtime ago.. uncle washing window.. very dangerous cos only supported by 1 rope.. patrick the star fish.. the tool that i will always throw @ simon whenever he irritates me.. wahaha... but it belongs to jenny.. saw this @ amara concourse.. this mini red sofa can withstand wt up to 80kg.. too bad no money to buy.. if not i can line up my piggies on it... but.... dear bought the pig for me :D another piggy @ my desk to cheer me up whenever i feel frustrated... working life is already boring.. need something to brighten me up.. so the gt the green mini mouse with mickey mouse pad... minnie mouse pencil from hkg lousy colour printer.. take ages to print.. can sell to the antique shop.. wonder how much will it fetch. hello kitty chewing gum.. "bu she de chi"..

recently, i came across an advertisement on the Australian Maritime College offering bachelor in maritime studies. i was pretty interested as it seems not bad... i was comtemplating if i should go for it or stick with my decision by taking logistic degree. after much consideration, i decided to stick to my initial decision - logistic degree. the reasons are: 1. i still prefer logistics though maritime is also interesting. 2. since i'm a logistics student, i can easily catch the concepts taught. 3. its only a 1 year programme with direct honours from an average uni from UK & i only to fork out 11k 4. i can also take maritime degree after i finish my logistics degree. so i will have double degree before going to master =p 4. sweetheart will support me for my master =)