spring cleaning during the weekends had brought me back to the past.
i was looking thru the autograph books (i had alot), i felt so amused & laughed at myself.
while we were young, we badly wanted to be everyone best friends.
wanting to see your name appeared in that particular person's profile stating that one of her/his best friends is you.

how stupid it is.. haha..
and now we dun give a damn.
a number of close friends will do.

at the same time, i found alot of photos that were taken during my sec sch days.
and i realised that how chubby i was then.
also stumbled upon a few polaroid photos of him taken by di.
for the 1st time, i looked hard & examined the photos.
i was about to throw it away but at the back of my mind i couldn't.
cos it was part of my memory.
how weak i am!

grandma admitted to hospital again.
and out of the sudden, i just missed her terribly.
那种感觉就好像我小时候，每当她回家的时候，我就会哭着的拦住她不放。
and now she getting old & frail.
my only wish is that she would know God before she left.
for i know that if she left this world without kowing Him, she will suffer even more for she will be thrown in the burning fire.
and now i have been praying hard everyday for her health & salvation.