for the 1st time after 1 year plus of working, i did not know what am i going to do when i reached office. i meant apart from the usual washing of mug & toilet visit etc.. usually, i already had in mind, what am i going to do... but today, while i was in the bus, i was thinking, what's pending from last week. nothing came to my mind except for the rate matrix. suddenly, i felt so lost...

perhaps, the changes for the past 1 year had already made me "xin hui yi leng" !!!! though she sat behind me, i still hate it. hate her presence. dun ask me why. hate means hate.. 1 simple service with so many people looking @ it. do you know all your stupid moves had made me no mood to work esp on this 2 services. i doubt you know. schemingslut! if you want to take over with immediate effect, by all means. who cares!?!

see that scar?? kanna cut by my card -.-

driving lesson was enjoyable.. as usual, there's some mistakes. i was asked to turn left but i turned right & vice versa. wahaha.. i was not distracted but dunno why i did that..