There's a lot of people asking me why i broke up with charles. It came so suddenly. Without a warning or sign. I know its hard for you people to accept. Especially kailing. I know you're somehow angry with it.
The Reason
Its partly because of jason (the one who make heart race). The main reason was i don't feel for him anymore. ya.. some of you won't accept that as a reason. Everytime i see jason, my heart will race. i almost couldn't breathe. it may sound ridiculous. i thought that will happen only for the first few times. BUT it wasn't. i began to re-think what happen. after so much consultation from my cubicle mates. i finally know my answer. break.
Back to Single..
I need to clarify something. Many thought that i would be with jason after the breakup. Though we do have feelings for each other, i would like to enjoy the life of a single. At the same time, i want to meet more people. As for jason and me, let nature takes its own course.
Feel
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