It has been a week since I wrote my thoughts down here. Still had one my exam to go... Haiz.. No "pertrol" liao.. Today's OM exam really difficult... 15 marks gone le. Thought can maintain as B, now dunno can get a D or not. Haizz..... Recently also cum across a webbie, Friendster. Quite amazing sia.. I can easily find my sec sch mates. Suddenly seems to be so close to them again. Miss those days very much.. especially when I was in Sec 2. So many beautiful memories... My class was quite mischevious then. Even my form teacher told us that Sec 2/5 was a "branded" class. Being punished by teachers seems to be a daily routine to them. My form teacher even let us choose the way we want to be punished. Mmm.. enough of those talks... Got to go.. Will update when I'm free...
Choice In life, there are a lot of choices offered to us. when we are in pri sch with limited pocket money, we had to choose what should we had for recess. a bowl of noodle soup + soft drink or 1 plate of chicky rice without any drink? in sec sch, we are given a choice to choose the subjects we liked. after O's, we had to choose poly or jc. if we opt for poly, which are the courses that we are eligible. and now, i had to choose to leave or stay. well, in fact i had already made my choice. i chose to stay due to certain reasons. but as days go by, i started to feel uncertain about my choice. every morning, i drag myself to work. it feels terrible. going to work, seeing those faces that irks me (@ least things are not so bad for the time being), putting up a false front etc.. the future down the road seemed to be so unsure. it gave me a feeling that i'm travelling in a car with heavy rain pouring outside, whenever the screen wiper wipes the windscreen, the vision gets better. but...
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