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had been rotting at home today. watching liar game. think i can finished it by tonight.. haha.. went to 2 gatherings this wk. one with ssl colleagues. another was with kl & kz. everyone had been asking how's life in schenker, the jobscope etc. everything was fine. frankly speaking, i'm still adjusting. not the surrounding changes but the feelings. i'm an emo freak. i still missed them. but as for them, life still goes on. it seems to be like i'm on the only one 留在原地. kz initiated a gathering on wed which left me quite surprised. cos we had not been contacting each other for a few months. still remembered our 3 persons bbq which had invited a few stares from the passer-bys then. had mahantten fish market for dinner & then headed to kbox. fried calamari as starter soft & did not have the "rubbery" taste * baked fish in garden herbs: much much better than fish & co's dory fish with corriander leaves. * flamed prawns: dun quite like it. if only

stay at home today for a baking session. bake choco banana muffins this time round. the mixing butter + sugar + egg flour + choco powder rising in progress the end product banana hidden in muffin the muffins are much more fluffy (perhaps i had added a little more bicarbonate of soda) & tasty compared to the last time i baked. and i had decided that the next baking session will be cookies or pastries =) end note: had recieved positive comments from those who had tried my very 1st muffins. papa said that i can open up a muffin shop.. =) i valued his comments more than anyone else cos of his high expectations in food & also being a choco lover. shall continue to work hard to realise my little ambition to bake diff types muffins, cookies, pastries etc.. and perhaps baked pasta too *wink*

random updates.. 1. jap test was not as difficult as i thought to be. should be able to pass.. tsk tsk.. had spageddies with hjp today had been wanting to try it out for the longest time. grilled chicken primavera thumbs up for this dish cos - the veggies are chewable & tasty enough. at least the carrot taste was not heavy. - lots ofchicken pieces hjp got himself chicken fettuccine. i din expect him to order this as he is not a pasta person. well, it taste quite okay to me.. 2. 豚骨ら面 had 豚骨ら面 at MOF a few wks back. but it was not much for my liking. it tastes like the one i had @ 别府 still prefer baikohken. 3. this month's first mag features the hearthrob 金城武 and being a die hard fan of him, of course i need to grab one from the shelf =) and i still yet to get his confession of pain & the warlords =( 4. savings! i need to re-plan my finances again. apart from the usual sum i need to save per month, i still need to save another 310 bucks for my japan trip next year. so no more

after 3 long years, you still dun understand. or have we wasted 3 years of youth?

last wk was hell for everyone. coping the loss of a loved one & juggling on a new job wasn't easy. but i'm glad that work was not as hard as thought to be. colleagues were nice. i'm youngest in my dept again. no office politics =) but the atmosphere wasn't as lively as SSL. during the 1st day of lunch, i had a sudden tinge of sadness. i missed si mon, lay hoon & the others =( i know the feeling will soon go away...

everyone tried to put a brave front. but i can see how tired mama was. and she is also just an emo freak like me. her eyes are already half-closed. its already the 3rd day and yet i still can't accept that she's gone. i can't see her anymore. my beloved grandma who is always a superwoman in my eyes.