i know i'm being silly... but i just couldn't help it.. though i will be only away for 2 days, i miss him terribly now.. OMG!! what is going to happen when he is in melaka for 10 whole days?!?.. and i know that there's nothing i could possibly do but to miss him.. i think i need to get hold of myself.. sigh..
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ahhhhh shoooooooooooooooooooooooo................. my nose has been at work since the time i woke up... here it comes again.. ahhhhhhhhh shooooooooo.. *shaking head* this is the worst flu i ever got.. sore throat + flu.. haiz... i have been popping Nin Jiom herbal candy into my mouth.. yeah it works for my throat but not my nose... miraculously, my flu was much more better when darling popped by just now... but now, it seems to be getting worse... aRh.... i need rolls of toilet paper.......
surprise! i got a surprise today.. i saw fushi while i was having my lunch at the cafe. i was stunned. i almost forgot that he was in the same school as me. throughout my 2 years+ in TP, i never catch a glimpse of him. anyway i sort of stared at him for a few seconds. i bet he was thinking what the hell is this girl staring.. in the end, he recognised me.. haha.. he is still the same as before.. after school, while i was on my way home, i saw sam.. i began to wonder was it a coincidence.. i saw fushi the first time after my 2 years+ in TP and now i saw sam.. perhaps, this is the last week of school and God may want me to meet my sec sch classmates before i left...
what's my next step?? i still remember vividly that when i was in year 1, i told edwin that i will not consider to go into U or even further my studies. after 3 years, my mentality has changed. i'm going to further my studies. looking back now, how i wish i had gone to MOE to get the form for Consumer Science. maybe, my fate might change. its my laziness that prevent me to go to MOE. till now, its depressing that i could not get into applied food science. but what to do? stuck in logistics (it can be quite fun). but still i prefer NUTRITION!!! i'm sure i'm going to work after my graduation to save for my studies fees. but what's my career path? the future path seems to be misty and ambigious...
*mixed feelings* as much as i hate the course i'm studying right now, i still want to continue to study or even further my studies in Logistics. weird. when i handed in the FYP report earlier on, i felt sad and overjoyed at the same time. sad as i'm going to graduate soon. i'm going to be a working adult. i definately going to miss school.. overjoyed cos we finally finished our FYP. to be continued...