Back again
There were thoughts to shut down this space of mine but did not bear to do it since it contained memories since my teenage years. It was until recently that i find my emotions have been unstable and there wasn't a proper channel to let it out and sometimes at the verge of snapping (several times). Then, the thought of blogging came to my mind. Perhaps, it will help me to unleash (some of) my unhappiness. Fast forward to where i left 3 years ago. Married with 2 kids (1 came last year). It was also the turning point which i thought "i can handle anything and everything" but turns out to be i'm not as strong as i thought to be. I got myself so frustrated with situations (with kids or myself). Many times i ask myself why i allow myself to land into such shitty situations. I hope i can snap out of such situations soon.